It's too late to be outisde but I just can't shake her off my mind. It's been 6 fucking years and she still lingeries in my mind like a worm. It's as if I can't get her off my mind. Everytime her face flashes through my mind- it fucking hurts. I don't even know where it went all wrong that my awful "Fate" separated us. Usually most guys drinks or smokes to wash off their pain and grieve but neither I smoke nor do I drink, so whenever I feel down , the only place I go and sit for hours is on the stairs of Ganga Ghat. The cool breeze, peaceful night and continuous lapping of water washes away the sorrows of my life and calms me down to my core.
Plus I can't shake off the news my father gave me this morning, which made me so angry that I stormed out of the house without having breakfast. I guess that's also a reason why Noor calls me a "Brat", specially when I am actually a brat to all of my family members including Noor (my one and only little sister). Typically I wasn't a brat 6 years ago. I used to be happy, cheerful and a cool dude but now my life is all black and white with a broken heart and a blank face with a lack of emotions. I am mostly like those internally dead person. Seriously my father is trying to get me married in this situation of mine to his friend's step-daughter. What a family! Father showed me her picture and honestly she was nothing like "her". She was way more beautiful than this woman, my father is trying to set me up with. I shouldn't judge her right? Yet still I am doing it, what a jerk I have become after she left me and made me feel miserable.
My chain of thoughts were broken when I heard a little sob beside me. OH MY GOD! WHO'S HERE? I was the only one here and it's pretty late for someone else to come and sit here.. so WHO IS IT? Feeling panicked I started roaming my eyes in all direction. Thanks to the moon it was helping me see my surroundings when I spotted a fragile, small figure sitting on the same stair as mine but on the other side with her face covered in long strands of hair and she was CRYING?! I squinted my eyes to get a clear view of her but my not so helpful eyes failed. So eventually I gathered up a lot of courage and slowly walked towards the human figure without making any noise. The more I approached her, the more her sobs came out louder. Why the hell is she even crying? And to be more specific what is she even doing here at this hour? it's 2am and not safe for a fragile woman like her. With a lot of hesitations I placed my firm hand on her shoulders and she got startled by my sudden touch. Her face quickly turned towards me and thick tears were rolling down her cheeks. Tears were still trying to force themselves out of her eyes but she somehow managed to hold them back. As soon as she brushed her hair out of her face and wiped her face with the back of her hand I recognised her in no time. She's the one I'm getting forcefully married to. What is she doing here right now? In my peace space? She literally disturbed my "sorrow" time.
"You?" is all I was being to able to spill out of my mouth.
"U-uh s-sorry w-who are y-you?" Her voice is so soft that anyone would melt just by hearing that. It makes me think what would her voice sound like when she'll be moaning?
WTF ANKIT! OFCUS! You're such a pervert....But my emotionless heart didn't even melt a bit and with a strict voice I spoke
"Well I am the man you're getting married to- "
"A-ankit?!"
Fuck!...my name sounds like a fucking honey spilling out of those heart shaped lips of hers.
Shit Ankit! what the hell man....you can't fall for her... She's just going to be a wife nothing else.. you still love "her". Not this woman. But I have to admit after "her" this woman is the only one who made me feel these weird emotions after years. I have to be careful!
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Fate
RomanceA story where Shirsha, a naive girl get's married to a heartless man Ankit ..................................................................................... Ankit's past had nothing to do with him now but yet still his past haunted him and drew...