1st day of christmas break(part2)

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(Part 2) (I'm working on a very long story right now so that's why it's been a while) (thank you Howie1810 for the idea) (1k reads 🥳🥳 tysm) (ik it's pretty short)

Word count: 787

Wilhelm pov:

I heard a knock on the door, by the time I got downstairs the guards had let Simon in.

"Hi" he said as he smiled and looked at me

"Hi" I smiled back at him

How was I being so calm.

"Wanna go to my room?" I asked him

"Sure" he replied

The maids took his jacket, as he took off his shoes. I started to walk towards the stairs, as Simon followed. I walked into my room, it was a little messy but not that bad.

"Your room is really nice" Simon stated

"Thank you" I replied

He started to look around my room, he walked around and just admired my room. I sat down on my bed, Simon sat down next to me.

"I love you too Wille" Simon said

I looked over and smiled at him. He grabbed my hand. I guess I flinched a little because he asked if I was ok.

"Yeah I'm fine" I reply, I lied right to his face.

"Wille I really need you to be honest with me"

I guess he can tell I thought about it, I wanted to tell him but what if he will look at me differently.

"Wille please tell me I promise I will not tell anyone"

"I-I" I just started stuttering, I was trying.

I started to tear up. I stood up and let go of his hand. I started to rub my chest. I was getting real nervous, why was this happening to me right now. I started to run my fingers through my hair. Simon stood up and walked over to me.

"Wille it's ok" he grabbed my hands.

He looked up at me and kissed me. I just broke down.

"I'm sorry Simon" I was going to say more but he cut me off

"It's ok Wille"

I was crying. He pulled me into a hug. I wanted to tell him, but I couldn't find the words.

"I-I" I just started to stutter again.

"Wille it's ok, I'm not going anywhere"

"I uh I hurt myself sometimes"

Why did I fucking tell him, I hate opening up. I started crying harder.

"I still love you Wille, and thank you for telling me" he said

I could hear the pain in his voice. He pulled away from me.

"Can I see" he said

He gently picked up my left arm.

"Mhm"

I don't know why I said yes. I didn't want to show him. He slowly pulled up my sleeve and looked back at me.

"You should probably cover these up" he said as he grabbed my hand and led me to the bathroom

He looked through my cabinets and took stuff out. He grabbed some toilet paper and wiped my arm off. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it. He slowly covered all of my cuts. I looked at him, he didn't look disappointed but rather thankful that I told him. I stand up and try to walk out of the bathroom. He gently grabs my hand enough to make me turn around.

"Give it to me" he says as he holds his hand out.

"Give what" as soon as I said it I knew what he was talking about.

I slowly took out my phone and took off the case. I grabbed the blade and placed it in his hand.

"Thank you love" he said as he pulled me in for a kiss

I put the case back on my phone and put it in my pocket. I walked back to my bed and sat down. Simon sat down next to me.

"I really love you" he started "and I do want to be with you but I don't like all the hate I get for being with you"

I just looked at him. I knew he wasn't done and I wanted to listen.

"I really want us to work out but we need to work on talking to each other"

"Mhm I know" I replied

He just looked at me before he leaned his head on my shoulder.

"Do you want some food?" I ask him trying to lighten the mood

"Yeah sure" he responds

I stand up and start to walk out of my room.

"Wille please come back" I hear Simon say

I slowly turn around and walk back to him

"I love you" he said

I smile and kiss him back. I lust look down at him. I hug him before we go to the kitchen.

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