All Mine | Winrina

Chapter 10

MINJEONG

"Good?" I ask, scrunching my face.

Her eyes quickly fall to my lips before meeting my eyes again. "You wanna try?"

I was so caught off guard that it made her laugh.

"So?" She presses on.

I begin to fiddle with my fingers, the room suddenly getting tense. "I don't know. I've always wanted a special first kiss."

"First kisses are overrated." She crosses her arms, "Aren't you curious?" She pouts her lips out slightly, giggling after. 

Of course I am, but I don't want to admit that.

I've basically been in solitude even when couples started to surround me everywhere. Luckily, I've always managed to handle all of the relationships around me that could lead to any feelings of jealousy.

When I don't reply after a while, she sits up straight. "It's simply, but it feel good." She moves closer and places one hand on my cheek.

"W-what are you doing..?" I stutter out.

"Can I?" She makes her hand off of my cheek after seeing my reaction. "I promise I won't kiss you, just show you." She adds.

I wait until my body cools down before I hesitantly nod. Seeing my agreement, she places her soft hand on my right cheek once more, her thumb softly caressing my upper lip.

The feeling of her hand just on my skin makes my body burn, a sensation I've never felt before, and I want to gasp, but I can't do that. So I hold it in.

My body feels like its on fire.

"It would usually start like this if it was intimate," she says. Her voice is all of a sudden low, soothing the burn of the sudden contact. 

"And then?" I ask.

"And then, they would get really close." Her eyes travel down to my lips and back up to my eyes, her mouth just barely moving when she speaks, "Then, they'd go in." She dares to get even closer, but stops. If either one of us had moved at all, out lips would've touched.

Her breath clashes against my heated face. "So, what do you think?" She whispers, making me want to scream.

"Hmm," I hum, closing my eyes to enjoy the sudden and unexpected moment. 

I'm probably going to regret this when I've gained full consciousness, but right now all I see is red.

"Can I kiss you then?" She asks. If anyone else was in the room, they wouldn't even hear her low voice.

"Mhm." Is all I manage to get out.

"What the fuck is this?" I suddenly hear, shattering the haze we're both in, making me jump and back away.

The distance now between us seems too far when I've gotten used to the one I was at before.

I look up to see Tzuyu and Yuna standing at the door of the kitchen, both with confused and shocked expressions.

"I was just showing her what a first kiss would feel like." She shrugs, and I smack her knee because of her carelessness. 

"Are you two a thing?" They both then walk in, grabbing drinks from the fridge. 

"Nah, she just needs major help." Jimin looks at me, a big smirk plastered on her face.

"Ooh, political." Yuna teases.

"Stop bullying the poor girl and get your asses out, we're watching a movie." Tzuyu points with the soda can in her hand.

I leave the kitchen soon after with them, and they all seem unfazed by the situation, while my heart never seems to go quiet.

It feels like its banging against my body, begging to get out.

What did Jimin do to me?

-

The next morning when I headed out into the hallway after putting on my uniform, I notice Jimin's bedroom door wide open.

I walk past it but then see a sudden movement in my peripheral vision.

She takes a white shirt and pulls off her sweater. And there she is, her body almost perfect.

She arms defined, muscle scattered all over her abdomen. She has worn a few tight shirts, but it doesn't even compare to this.

Her back flexes with every subtle movement, even when she's only slightly moving her hands. 

She then covers one side of her with a white button-up, but she leaves the buttons undone, allowing a clear view of her visible chest.

"That's illegal, I think." She suddenly notices me and I gasp loudly, walking away, but she grabs my arm to prevent me from walking further, and I quickly turn around.

I notice her shirt is still unbuttoned so I look down, "sorry."

"You were looking before," she says after noticing my reaction, but then begins to button her shirt. 

She leans down to meet my eyes, her hair ruffled and her face glowing in the dim light, "Listen, I don't mind, but just so you know, if you start showing interest I might act on it. You know, you're not so bad yourself."

Her straightforwardness makes me stumble, and she chuckles. "See? You wouldn't want that," she says before turning around to walk back into her room.

"You don't know that." The words just fall out of my mouth, and I mentally slap myself.

What the fuck am I doing?

She turns on her heels from where she is, an eyebrow raised, "I don't, huh?" She then walks back, stopping dangerously close to me.

She suddenly grabs my waist without any warning, pulling me to her chest. My eyes widen. "Am I making you nervous? Uncomfortable, even?" She asks.

I am nervous, but not uncomfortable. Her touch ignites something in me, it feels like fire but like glass shattering at the same time.

Yet the sensation is just so new that it scares me. I'm barely used to the vivid feeling it brings through my blood.

"I've tried it then, please don't tempt me." She lets go of my waist, get the place where her hands were still burns.

My mouth feels dry, like a desert, as I struggle to search for any words, my mind feels foggy.