part-3 figuring out my feelings

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Kazama seeing off his mom at the door .

"You do know i love you right?"
"Ofcourse mom and i love you too."
"Take care and just don't get hurt you know what i mean don't get your hopes high for nothing, he thinks of you as a friend,best friend but just that"it felt little like a warning little like a concern .

Kazama chuckles he knew himself better than that he thought and he replied while looking at the floor "i know me mom and i ...i know him . Don't worry"

His tear almost fell down when he heard the shin's voice from behind"you left your purse mam"

Mrs. Kazama took the purse from shin and was about to leave when shin suggested he'll drop her .

"There's no way I'm riding that bike "

Shin laughs"I'll take kazama's car ofcourse"

"Get food on your way back " kazama ordered before closing the door.

"Noted sir " said shin with a smile on his face .

Kazama felt thirsty and went to drink water .

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Shin was lost in his thoughts on the way back to kazama's.

Calm down shin it's not what you think it is , ofcourse nene always jokes around and she didn't mean it when she said kazama likes..why would he right even if he swings that way why would he, but then why would he panic when i wanted to come over rather than masao no no there's no way i must have misunderstood mrs. K she wasn't talking about me"

Shin tried to focus on road but couldn't take his mind off things so he came out of the car

 Leans on it and tries to sort out things again because he was never the kind of person who fights against their situations he's just to bold for that

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Leans on it and tries to sort out things again because he was never the kind of person who fights against their situations he's just to bold for that.

"Why am i panicking i was never this type of person let's just calm down and not run away from the reality it's not like it's a surprise to me, who am i lying to ,it was me who realised it first afterall .

It was me who hated whenever he started getting too friendly with guys ofcourse because i didn't wanted his best friend to be someone than me but look in his eyes was different when a girl got close to me sometimes I think he's even jealous of my bike "shin's expression changes into smug at that thought but then he hits his own head . what's wrong with me it's not time for being proud let's just sort it out.

I can never imagine him as(trying to imagine some stuff) yikes no
"I think of him as a friend"shinsays and repeats this in his head until he reaches at kazama's apartment.

"Or not "shin says to himself.


The pics are just for fun .they are made from ai so they might defer in looks just get the point 😅thank you. btw story might look common it'll be different later .

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