loving the way you breathe

Not getting enough of you

Kazama's pov ,

"I miss you "a text popped up on my phone screen .
It was from him i miss him too he is away on a business trip he text me whenever he get off work.

"Miss you too idiot!" I replied, i don't know how he is so normal how can he switch from friends to lovers but then again he was always the flirt type and here i am having a crush since forever and still not good with sweet words .

"I'll be there in an hour I'm coming today, pick me up " he texted.

"Ok"

I got up to get ready ,get my car keys ,but then i remembered masao said he wanted to meet up .

"Hey masao, can't meet up today ,i have to pick up shin" I texted

"That's great I'm coming over we'll go together " masao replied faster than i thought.

It's been long since we catch up together but I'm not sure i want masao to be with us today , but then again shin would like it ,as he says the more the better,also it's not like we have to be alone or something.

"Ok, I'll pick you up in between just be ready " i texted and went to get my car .

Everything is going so amazing i love him ,he loves me . Since the day we kissed it's been even better,he doesn't feel distant it's like he get to know now that it's not a crime to get close to someone you're dating,but he's not the way i imagined, i imagined him to be more forward not waiting for my signs , sometimes i feel he respects me not loves me ,or maybe it's just me who's that desperate.

Kazama's thoughts got disturbed by knock on his car window,it was masao with his wide grin.

Rest of the ride was rather silent .

At airport.

There he was wearing all black he knows how good he looks in those black fits of his .His eyes lightened at the sight of me and then went normal when he noticed masao besides me .

"You were coming too ?" Shin asked looking at masao surprised and in a not so happy tone .

"It's been long man i have a lot to catch up with you guys " said masao .

"Let's talk while driving back " i said considering it was already getting late.

Masao went ahead when shin held my hand and whispered in a rather disappointed tone which was a bit rare coming from him.

"I missed you and i wanted to spend time with you kazama... alone ." Shin said looking back and forth at both of my eyes .

"I don't think he is gonna stay the night shin and I'm not going anywhere " i said heading in the direction of car something in me was scared of that look in shin's eyes and something in me wanted to know it better,at this point i wasn't sure if i was feeling bad for masao to be here or not .

To our ride back home there was weird aura in the car ,it was silent then when we were driving to the airport shin never looking away from my face like he has seen me for the first time.

"Am i interrupting something.... Umm .. actually leave me at home let's meet some another time " said masao chewing his own words , reading the aura maybe .

"No!" "Yes!" We both said together me being the one with no ofcourse.

"I'm so tired anyway we won't be able to talk so let's meet tomorrow at our spot " shin said as fast as he could.