loving the way you breathe

Kisses

Kazama's pov,

He's on a call ,i assume his vacation is over but it's been just four days can't they leave him alone for some more time .
Does that mean he'll leave, but his office is almost same distance from here , as it is from that garbage truck of him ,he call home .

Shin got off the call and started moving towards kazama .

"What happened? "

"I am going office tomorrow " said shin smiling like it was a good thing.

"So i guess i should pack?" Shin continued staring at kazama expecting a reaction maybe how glad he was that shin was finally out or maybe .

"Are you sick of me already?" Kazama said looking at shin .

"What ?" Shin asked

"You said this was a trial period so you didn't liked it?" Said kazama smiling, teasing shin, testing shin, making him catch the hint.

"Watch what you get yourself into i would never leave " said shin running towards kazama happy, holding him in his arms .

"Sure " said kazama smiling in a soft voice.

This trial period was really a trial period ,kazama got to know various things about shin , things about how it would be like living with shin , it wasn't uncomfortable,it was calming, shin teases a lot but he isn't as scary as he thought , he has even become cleaner ,he always worry about kazama's comfort first,a little too much sometimes.

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Later while watching tv

"What if your mom comes over what're you gonna tell her"said shin worried .

"She knows" said kazama still looking at tv , smiling

"She knows...she knows what kazama ?"Shin said shocked

he knew mrs.kazama was open minded but dating shin?, she doesn't like him enough.

"She just thinks it's a phase for you but yes she knows everything,i don't hide things from her .By the way why do you still call me kazama even close friends don't call each other by surnames and you're my ...... boyfriend." Kazama said .

"It's not a phase there's no way she's getting you back from me. I'll tell her that personally next time, also i have always called you kazama it makes me feel you have always been mine " said shin grinning .

"Also kazama that room is spare right the one you have made your personal library. I am staying here on permanent basis so "

"Are you ..... YEAH IT'S SPARE GO LIVE IN IT" said kazama shouting and left the dining room .

Kazama went to the library room and started packing his books angrily when shin came behind him and holded kazama's both hands in his own

"What's wrong, why're you mad ? , i was just , i thought you wanted your room to yourself, i am a bit messy and even yesterday you were having troubles sleeping because i was working. So i thought.... " Said shin trying to look into kazama's eyes .

"I knew you were messy when you came in here, i knew you were workoholic when i allowed you to permanently move in ,and i knew all about your bad habits when i fell in love with you shin " said kazama in a very soft voice reaching out to touch shin's cheeks .

Shin melted into kazama's touch it felt like he was never been touched before he felt a rush going to his cheeks he holded kazama's hand that was holding his cheek and kissed his lovers hand which made kazama's heartbeat go crazy ,why was he reacting that way , it was just a soft peck on his hand, maybe because he has been imaging these moments since forever , maybe because he was waiting for this since forever. It was getting overwhelming but he didn't want shin to think he was scared, he didn't want shin back of again .