Jia POV:
After the man left I was on my thoughts and I cane with the conclusions that I should face it. I can't avoid it now that it is has come to this. Yeonjun started to drive Yuri was on the passenger seat. While me and Rang ate in the back seat, Rang was playing memory game with Yuri.
"Noona I think it's better Rang to live as a family." Yeonjun spoke out of blue, Yuri stopped what she was doing and looked at me. Well I was also considering that option.
"I'll see Yeonjun." I said and looked out of the window again looking at the scenario. Things with Jeonghan is not same as before everything is changed he is now a king.
Yesterday whatever I did was out of anger and to be more clear, I was not stable. But coming back home I was calm and I knew very well that Rang has to be with royal pack.
I know this day would come but it is just, I was not prepared for it. The car stopped and I started to make my way inside the pack house. Yuri said she would look after Rang. The pack was busy because of the unexpected arrival of the royalties.
I open the meeting room of the pack house to see, Jeonghan. Suddenly the times where I first met him and the things that I had with him flashed before me eyes, making me feel nostalgic.
Only Jeonghan was there no one else, Jeonghan signaled the chair that was before him. I sat down and we were both staring each other. Jeonghan now is an adult, back then we were teens. But now he is a fully grown adult who runs a kingdom.
"So, how are you?" Jeonghan started.
"Come to the actual thing without bearing around the bush Jeonghan." I said timid.
"I am fine with anything, Jia." Jeonghan replied with a hint of hurt behind his tone. Just him saying my name made my eyes tear, he had pushed so many emotions inside me right now.
"I-If you feel Rang should not be with me, I'm totally fine." Jeonghan said with a small smile, but what he said shocked me. So no quarrels? Nothing? I expected so much.
"But I just want you to let you know that
I was also hurt at that time." Jeonghan whisper, and I clearly know what he meant.
"Let's not talk about it." I said trying hard not to sob.
"I should have not let you go, I should have stayed beside you and I should have fought everything with you but I behaved dumb." Jeonghan said and continued.
"And I didn't knew you send me letters, I swear. And I'm sorry I couldn't be with you when you needed me." Jeonghan was so sincere and I locked eyes with him they hold nothing but regret.
"All I request from you is that I want to be with Rang as a father who supports him in every decision he makes. I already missed 4 years of his growth, when he first flipped over, when he crawled for the first time, when he took his golden steps and h-his first word that he spoke."
Jeonghan started to sob while some tears left from my eyes. Jeonghan then took deep breaths and looked at me with those tear filled eyes.
"I am unlucky I guess. But I don't want to miss the future moments with him, if you think I deserve it you and Rang can come with me Jia. I promise you I will not break your heart this time." The both of us where crying too hard, Jeonghan stood up and went towards the exit door.
"Rang's first word was papa." I whispered in between my sobs, I didn't hear any moments for a minute. But after sometimes I heard the door being shut. I let all my tears out. Hugging my legs while trying calm myself down.
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Bound For Pain / Jeonghan / Seventeen
Fanfiction*prolong* There are times that I don't even wanna forget, when I was announced as the prince, when s.coups found his mate and the times I spent with my brothers laughing happily. And there are times that I don't even wanna think about, the place I...
