kpop
everyone knows how much i love it
it's an amazing genre and i can't thank my yt algorithm for sending me that one dive studios short that opened me up to this.
it all started with gods menu—
specifically felix's part
i had only ever heard bts and the vocalists (jungkook, jimin, jin) have generally higher pitched voices, so i was expecting something similar.
what i heard was not that.
felix hooked me with his lil 'cookinlikeachefimafoivestamichelin' and ive been in love ever since.
when i'm feeling motivated to go do some sort of physical activity i dance.
when i want to study but not school, i study korean.
i've worked since late july of 2023 on my skills.
i was never the greatest dancer, i will admit. i was always more comfortable and confident in my voice.
but i still worked.
that whole summer,
i danced for an hour or more every day.
i learned choreographies.
some probably far too high for my level at the time,
but i learned.
and learned.
and improved.
and i loved it.
so much.
and i believe that i have grown a lot since those first few months.
so i take any criticism and thoughts and compliments.
i want to keep improving.
i want to do something with this talent.
here's where my sister enters this story.
she's always been the more confident one.
going out of her way to have all eyes on her (teehee jisoo reference)
always doing something.
she's a good singer as well.
and a naturally good dancer.
i won't deny that.
she's amazing and im so proud of her for what she can do.
that's what i've been told all my life.
'your sister's just a better dancer'
'she has natural talent'
and so i worked.
so incredibly hard.
hoping someday the praises they gave her,
would pass to me.
hoping that i could get the same praises of
'you're such a good dancer'
'you made it look easy!' (le sserafim core)
could be presented to me.
said after something i did.
or for her to compliment me.
