[[ sorry this is a lot about noses- idk 🤷♀️ ]]
hang out
videos
laughter
injuries
more laughter
basement
laughter
fun
more videos
i look at said video
i'm on a toy horse
stella recording
i turn to look at her and the camera,
but she gets my side profile.
!!TW: not liking how i look? self hate?!!
my nose
it sticks out
curves down
large
eyes burn
why..
why does it have to look like that?
i'd be so so happy with how i looked if it didn't
i shouldn't be looking up the things i am at my age
i'm embarrassed to be seen with my friends.
i wonder how they're not embarrassed too.
they're all so pretty.
even if they don't see it.
i do.
every little bit of them.
completely perfect.
every 'flaw'
just more beauty.
all of their noses,
rory, stella, madeline, kal, ally, sawyer,
they're all pretty.
almost all of them upturned in a cute button nose.
and if they're not they're still perfect
straight or not
so why is mine not?
i wish i had my moms nose
why did i get more of my dad's genetics?
my moms nose only has a small bump,
barely visible.
i hate mine.
so
so much.
i love everything else about me and my face.
why does my nose have to ruin it?
my search history haunts me
private tabs on my phone
go..
go away..
