that feeling

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that feeling came again

and this time it didn't go away

i've been counting the minutes, hours, days

hoping it doesn't stay


but the urge is so strong

i don't know how to fight back

i'm trying my hardest

i'm sorry mom and dad

i don't want to go back there

be dragged back down to the depths

but lately it feels like

that's the one thing i won't regret


if you're not here why would i stay?

if i was gone would you have layed

in this bed next to me, this bed that we made


if i was gone would you love me the same?

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