What Was All Of That?

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I can't I can't sleep

I can't get away from all these thoughts that are haunting me

I asked you to haunt me then I didn't mean now

I wish to sleep without seeing you in my dreams 

I can't 

I can't breathe.

Why is there a you without me

why is there anyrhing 

why is there 


that's such a stupid thing to be


I know

I know it's "better"


I know it is.


I know


I don't know.









I don't know.

and now I'm here.


and

two nights ago I was there.



and



God I can't believe those thoughts are back


they're persistent too


I can't relax





I'm a threat to myself.


I can't relax.









What was all of that?

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