The Age Gap

Chapter 4

          Feelings
Jay POV

I watched, as Crystal walks back inside her house as I slowly drive away.

" Damn she looked so hot in that dress and her chest was so.... "

Fuck....snap out of it Jay, as I talk to myself

I have a girlfriend I don't love, and I'm talking to a girl who I'm pretty sure I like who's 17.

What the fuck am I doing.

As I'm driving back to my house which technically is a mansion.

I park my car in my garage and get out entering my home.

I walk straight into my office taking off my jacket and answering calls, and emails trying to get Crystal off my mind.

I hear Mackenzie entering my office.

Hey handsome, I see your finally home what took you so long?. She says as she's kissing my neck.

I take in a sharp breath.

Mackenzie, I say in a stern voice.

She stops what she's doing and laughs. Come on Jay your being a dick and not telling me where you have been going, the least you can do is let me touch on you.

She says in an annoyed voice.

I slammed my hand on my desk.

Mackenzie, all you want is sex and money, what happened to being in a relationship and actually loving each other.

I say as I look her straight in the eye.

Jay i do love you, she says as her hand moves slowly down my pants rubbing on my crouch area.

I push Mackenzie hand away.

I think we need to break up, right here right now. I say with no emotion in my words.

Break up? Why ? Got another girl you're fucking huh.. she says while rolling her eyes.

Mackenzie it doesn't matter what I have going on we are done, leave my house now before I call security and have them handle you for me.

Mackenzie stands up and Grabs her belongings, and before she walks out of my office I hear her say.

If I find out you're doing this over some girl, mark my words there will be hell jay.

Mackenzie Slams my door shut walking out.

That woman is pathetic and nothing but a waste of my time.

How could I have been so blinded?

I go on my phone texting my princess Crystal making sure she's okay.

Hey beautiful are you up ?

I send the message hoping for a response.

As I look at the clock I do notice it's late.

Damn she's probably sleeping.

Who are you texting their mate ?

I turn quickly seeing Larry my assistant, and close friend standing behind my chair. I didn't hear him walk in or the door open.

It's no one Larry, just texting someone, how did you get in here and what do you what ?. I say without looking at him.

Larry laughs.

So you're not texting some girl named Crystal ? And I'm in here because I just watched your girlfriend storm out of your office, as I walking up here from the work basement downstairs.

Ex girlfriend.  I say

Larry looks at me. What happened Jay ?

Nothing Larry, she's over and done with.

Hmm. Larry says while looking at my work papers.

Jay, you know I know you every well. You don't have to tell me anything mate, but does the breakup have to do with this girl you're supposedly not talking to.

Larry rolls his eyes.

Even if it does Larry, it's doesn't matter it's my business so fuck off already.

Larry takes a deep breath.

Fine Mate, but remember who you are. You're a CEO of this mafia organization which can endanger anyone you bring into the work we do.

Larry pauses.

It can have them possibly killed mate.

Larry gets up and walks to the door.

Just looking out for you Jay. Larry says before leaving my office and closing the door.

I stop what I'm doing and rub my face, and itching my hair.

He's not wrong, that's the hard part to admit.

My feelings I have for Crystal.

" Is it worth bringing her into my life and Job ? "

I can protect myself but can I protect her too?

As I'm sitting in my chair in my office, I think about Crystal.

I like her and I will do whatever it takes to Protect her.

So at the end of the day the feelings I have for her will be worth it in the end.