Here's comes the postman
delivering his letters to me
I've been waiting for his letters
like for a month, nowI have something in return
I told the postman, "tell him, i love him"
The postman's says, yes
and I found myself blushingMy heartbeat's rushing
found myself laughing
As I open the envelopes
read it with hopeSaying to myself,
"when is the time
when is the when he's mine"There's only one letter left
I was shaking when i read
when he said,
"it's over now,
i'm not good enough for you
and you're no good enough for me"I grabbed a piece of paper
i took his picture off my wallet
I grabbed a pen
wrote down and said,"What did i do wrong?
Am i not good enough for you?
When i'm here when he hurt
you, and comforting you
for 3 weeks long?"I felt mascara running over my face
an ink fell from my eyes
and shed in the paper
Now here I am looking for my inhalerI fold the paper
because you made me a fool
made me believe I was the one
but you always made the rules
so, what am I going to do?I grabbed the quill pen
dipped into ink
and started writing
this letter is for himI wrote down,
this is the letter to him.
YOU ARE READING
sleepless nights
PoetryEvery night, I think, I write and cry. All of my sleepless nights, I became more productive, self-harming, leaving scars on me. After all of that, I realized and told myself, "Do you think all of that was worth it?" While my tears crawling down my f...