String might broke
While staring at you till I choked
I realize that I can't have you.
When this will end?
Feels the pressure inside of me
And inside of my headI've been in exile with this feelings
Felt like I couldn't live without it.
Turning 16 closer to 18
I may not experience my teenage loveThose curls
And brown eyes,
Wearing that white shirt.
It has a print on it, it says "I don't care."
With your small blue bagSmiling at you till I lose my breath
Oh self,
When can I find the one?
I'll be in 11th closer to 12th
Will I ever experience that teenage loveAll my friends, is taken
Everyone's happy with their lives
While I'm trying to get away this cages blue.Oh life,
How can I live without thinking about it?
I'll be in 30s closer to 40s
I've never experienced dating
For my teenage love.Let me took the money
And let me go.
I'm so tired to keep it, honey
I don't want you anymoreOh darling,
How can I run away from this mess?
I'm here underground
Hiding away from
Teenage love.Oh self,
Felt like I couldn't live without it.
I'm 16 turning 17 closer to 20
But never experienced teenage love
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sleepless nights
PuisiEvery night, I think, I write and cry. All of my sleepless nights, I became more productive, self-harming, leaving scars on me. After all of that, I realized and told myself, "Do you think all of that was worth it?" While my tears crawling down my f...