hurting

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he said,
"let's meet
and make it through the night"
this will never last
so i put my trust

in our clandestine meeting
while everyone is sleeping
he was pleading
i am breaking
and hurting

he kneel down,
"let's not end this,
i'll break with my wife
and being with you for life"
he held my hand

i can't help it
i pushed him back
and walk on my track
while he's weeping in dark
my heart has lost its spark

i know it's hurting me
but it's earning me
it's for a good cost
leaving him behind
is the only answer

i walk on my track
i said, "fuck"
i'm okay when it's not
i'm not going back
'cause it's turning me dark

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