Sienna had always hated darrian, he treated her like shit most of her life and was always calling her names, well I guess ddot had a change of heart, quickly falling in love with the girl he once hated dearly for whatever reason.
As time went on, t...
Time went by, ddots been here for about a week. My parents have began worrying about me more and more. I stopped going to school. ddot only went for 2 days before he stopped going, because I wasn't going. in my parents words "sienna kept going until she didnt." speaking to the principle, she wanted to work something out with her but life had hit her hard, really fucking hard, she started cutting again, behind ddots back. she didn't promise but all hes been doing is trying to fix her.
"Ma, tell me what's wrong, please, i wanna help you, your room has gotten worse, your energy is ungodly low, you stopped going to school, you haven't even left you bed since, god knows how many days ago. I'm fucking worried shitless sienna."
sienna didn't mean for it to come off as "rude" even though it wasn't, she felt like it was.
"you always worry! why is everyone so worried? you cant fix me! all you wanna do is fix me but ill always be broken, I'm like a piece of glass, if you break the glass, it'll always be broken, no matter how much you try to fix it." sienna broke down in ddots arms, after trying to pry out of his grip.
ddot grew more worried for her, he saw red marks at the end of her sleeve. he didn't wanna be pushy but if he wanted to try and help, he ether had to talk her though shit or tell someone, so he did both.
"sienna..." he says rolling up her sleeve gently. "ma.. when did you start cutting again? they look recent." he continued before breaking down seeing the hurt girl in front of him, he fought so hard with her, he knows how much she means to him, if he lost her, he'd lose himself. please talk to me. i wanna help you!"
"I feel like I'm too much for you. I'm never stable. I feel like I'm not en-" sienna was cut off my ddot. "You will always be enough for me sienna. Always."
"Even-" siennas cut off again. "No, I'm not playin this game again sienna, no matter what, I'll always love you and you will always be enough for me. Baby, please fucking listen to me!" Ddot breaks down even more to the point it could be heard from outside her room.
Everyone in the household knew, ddot was never one to cry, ever, even if he did, it wasnt ever publicly known, other than when it's about notti. Everyone knows hes really sensitive when it comes to notti but other than that, he never cries, atleast he doesnt let it be heard if he does. When it comes to sienna, he LOVES her. No one has seen him so happy ever. No one had been able to give him this type of love, but as soon as he got it, he knew it was real. He'd do anything for this girl. Anything.
"I'm sorry I'm like this darrian. I really am, I dont know what to do anymore."
Sienna is now on ddots lap, the two squeezing one another tightly, hugging, a hug that meant anything and everything to the both of them.
"Look, ima be here regardless of what's goin on with you. I care so much about you. Seriously. Yes, I put some real fuckin hard work getting you sober and better with food but, I'll do it again, and again and again, if that means for us to be happy together. I'll be by your side through all of it. Thick and thin, hard and easy, I dont care, ima be here."
Sienna smiles and laughs through her tears, not noticing dd and jayda had been standing at the door. Ddot was embarrassed, knowing he doesnt let this side of him show but because of how much he loved her, it didnt matter, as ling as she knew she was loved.
"Look, sienna, ima make it my main goal for us to get up and go to school okay, not today, school already started and I know you dont have the energy today. But monday, we gonna do this okay? Promise me. Every time I end up forgetting about promises, like staying clean, I never promised. So, now, ima make promises, pinky promises. They mean more than normal promises."
Sienna laughs again, locking pinkys with ddot. Dd and jayda smile at the two. Atleast they're working through their problems instead of breaking up like most people would do when the think they "cant handle" their partners mental health, you just have to work through it with them. Help them. They probably need it.
Sienna developed unhealthy habits, including, self harm, refusing to eat, vaping, and sometimes drinking. Although, this infuriated Zion and jayda, they tried their best to hide everything, they got to a point where they threw all the alcohol out. Sienna didnt like getting high, it made her feel bad so she never smoked weed, but it was always nic. She even got into cigs, although she tried to stay away from them, she did them a few times. But stuck to vaping. Now ddot was just as bad when it came to vaping.
Sienna and ddot promised each other a lot of things, they even made a list on their phones as a shared note. They thought it was cute and that it meant something. (Loving lover boy ddot sm rn)
Promises ❤🔒
Work through the addictions
Love each other regardless of the pain
Help each other when mental isnt okay
Stay by each other side thru eveything.
Put yourself first but if needed, put them first.
Stay clean frm self harm
Love each other, always.
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Sienna and ddot made it through the day, ddot helping sienna eat and shit, since she got back into the habit of not eating.
He made her favourite, her yogurt bowls, he made one for each day of the week, of course, she helped. Putting them all in the fridge, he put a reminder on his phone to grab one.
He wanted her to be okay, so fucking bad, he didnt want her to feel any pain anymore. Losing her sister, being bullied, even by ddot, fuck, in surprised she dont use it against him. She fully forgave him because shes in love. He'd never fall out of love with this girl.
Ddot had to do everything in his power to make this girl feel valid and wanted in this world, without her, hes nothing.
Shes self-destructed as fuck and ddot didnt know how to help, he asked for help this time, it was really exhausting doing this alone last time. Of course, he parents were quick to help, giving him advice, like, going to places she loves, getting her fav fruits and foods that she will eat without struggle, etc. He needed help desperately, she was slowly destroying herself, she drank until she couldnt, she cut until she had a pool of blood under her, though her skin doesnt scar easily, nor does she cut deep enough for it to scar badly, yes, theres many but they're mostly old, so, some eventually faded. When she smoked weed, she'd smoke till she couldnt feel anything, shes hurting herself more and more and ddot wanted to make sure this self-destructive behavior didnt continue, he hated having to sit there and watch her destroy herself slowly.
