Sienna had always hated darrian, he treated her like shit most of her life and was always calling her names, well I guess ddot had a change of heart, quickly falling in love with the girl he once hated dearly for whatever reason.
As time went on, t...
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Sienna May
September 20th 2023
8:35am
(TW: mention of sex and self harm)
I've been doing good, my cuts are healing well, today, I have my third therapy session, I wish darrian had told me sooner but apparently he had only started paying for them the day before he told me so I was kinda unprepared. He comes in with me every session, I tell the girl I've been meeting with a lot, pretty much everything I've told darrian already, mainly things he didnt know how to help or support me with. She gives me strategies for these things, I've been slowing down when it comes to vaping, although in surrounded by people who vape, david had helped me the most. All he does is smoke weed. He doesnt vape so hes been helpful, alongside Casper, my therapist I've been working with, even though her real name is Cathrine, everyone in the office calls her Casper, including her "patients" i dont know what you call em cause this ain't a hospital.
I'm getting better with the whole eating situation, I'm now helping darrian in the morning, making breakfast with him, weekends are our lazy days as we dont wake up at a specific time nor do we fall asleep at a specific time either.
Me darrian havent dont it yet, we've been thinking about it, we just wanna find the right time for it, a time we know no one will he around, a time where it'll be safe for us, even though this is unsafe and I could have a child, we have though in depth, doing research and shit, he did it with the condom, he didnt mind it but he prefers it raw, so, we are waiting until the last week here. We know that my parents will be out and my aunt will also be out, for hours, so we have lots of time. Dd made an agreement that he'd keep quiet about it, fucking darrian had to tell him. I'm David's cousin, ain't that a little weird? Yes. Very. But darrian is darrian. You cant expect much from him.
Sienna, dd, and ddot made it to school about an hour ago, ddot and sienna are currently in their first class, english. Their second class is math, then lunch, gym, then, art.
Neither of them liked math, it wasnt their strong suit but they're both passing in all of their classes, surprisingly, sienna and ddots plan to get her back and healthy was working, of course, she had some rough days, every here and there, but that didnt stop them, it wasnt easy, if anything, it was draining on both of them but the more they drained they became the more they worked hard. They worked so hard to get where they were before they fell back down, all they have to do it get back up and try again. Regardless of how deep of a hole you fall into, you will always find you way out, that's how they looked at it. Sienna has these highs and lows, many days, or weeks, or even months at a time, when shes with ddot, and they're helping one another, they begins to build onto the highs, the lows seek to drift away when holding him in her arms. When they hug, everything shuts up, when they kiss, everything goes away, when the have sex, they feel connected and they feel as though they dont have a care in the world or need to care for anything.
