Darrian Jimenez
September 11th 2023
7:05am
(TW: self harm, eating disorders, overexcercing, no sex, on dds behalf, but its mentioned, suggestive content, dumbasses got caught)
I made it my main goal to get sienna up for school every day. If she goin, it most definitely wont be alone. She needs me. I know it. Shes like a weak lil baby without me. Other than when she fought that kayden bitch. Being around otha boys makes her feel weak and scared.
One night during the weekend, I walked in on sienna fucking slicing her thigh open. There was blood everywhere but I ain't tell no one that cause I know they was gonna freak out and call the hospital or some shit, I did call dd in here to help me wrap her leg up. It wasnt as bad as I made it seem, she just made it look like there was blood everywhere. She had blood on her hands and she put them on the MARBLE floor. Marble bro. Shit took a while to get the blood out. She was crying to me, sayin shit like "I'm sorry if you wanna break up with me, I'm probably too much for you." Like this girl ain't know I've killed people.
(Insert this face "😐")
She was goin on and on about have the blood was too much like I ain't had to witness a fuckin murder scene from her pussy. Like bro. Shes self-conscious as fuck bro. I reassure her a lot, I want her know she's loved, cared for, and hopefully she feels that way because she is loved and cared about. God I love this girl but she really needs help.
I had a big ass talk with everyone about it while she was sleeping. We all came up with the idea to put her in therapy. Until we go back to New York, although i paid for it so her parents didnt have to. I paid for a month of sessions. One every week on wednesdays, for the month of september, bleeding into the first week or so of october.
I plan on telling her after school because she has an appointment Wednesday, but its monday so I have another day but I'd rather her be more aware so that she doesnt panic.
The two of them got ready together, ddot occasionally helping siennas weak body. The less she ate and the more she made herself bleed, the more weak she became so ddot made meals for her that were high in protein, like eggs, various types of course, but thats the one thing sienna didnt like but ddot made it good so she'd actually eat it.
(He doesnt know how to cook at all irl and it's funny)
Siennas mom made sure sienna was up and ready to go with a packed bag as ddot cooked up some eggs for her. He also buttered up a English muffin for her.
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