Sienna had always hated darrian, he treated her like shit most of her life and was always calling her names, well I guess ddot had a change of heart, quickly falling in love with the girl he once hated dearly for whatever reason.
As time went on, t...
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Sienna May
July 08 2023
9:37pm
(TW: suggestive content, mention of eating disorders, mention of self harm)
(Song rec: the district sleeps alone tonight - birdy)
yall, this chapter is a roller coaster bro.
Sienna had been going through a really rough patch, she didnt know what to do anymore, she was glad ddot was there for her all the time but dispite how much he stuck to her side, she yearned for his touch, all the time, she became very clingy, she constantly apologized to him, he always accepted it, seeing shes going through a lot, not to mention tomorrow marks exactly a year since notti passed.
This was hard on the whole household. Especially dd. Dd had never been that close with anyone and never will be again. it makes sienna sad just thinking about it. She watched notti grow up, each year, growing bigger then he started rapping, sienna loved chilling in the room while he rapped and watch dd do the same.
this gave her comfort being around her cousins, although that meant she had to deal with ddot all the time. ddot knew to limit what he was saying because dd threatened to hurt him a lot whenever he said shit, he usually said things when dd wasn't there though but ddots friends always said a lot of shit behind dds back. she tried and tried to get over it because its "darrian and his lil boyfriends" as dd would say to piss him off but sienna never got over it, resulting in her eating disorder, although sienna had never told him, she planned on doing so but was scared hed get upset over it. she shrugged it off, going downstairs to the living room to watch a movie or something with ddot.
"hey mami, you know we can watch something other than a movie for once."
"sure, sorry i just like movies." she says laughing to herself.
sienna scrolls through a bunch of shows and movies and just decided to put music on, ddot got up and went to the kitchen to make them something. sienna dreaded eating, she felt like if she ate an almond, shed become obese. the nightmare of he gaining weight again, scared her. even just one pimple has her upset. she has like 10 packets of pimple patches, a bunch of serums and cleansers, she doesn't wear much makeup other than her lashes n lip gloss, she barely "pretties" herself anymore, she has lost most of her energy to do so.
she could tell ddot was noticing her moods drastically changing and her mood swings were something else. she hated that she went through these highs and lows.
sienna's parents usually helped her though these patches, they thought "why not let darrina try to help her, maybe hes good for her after all."
