Why did you forgive me? (Kazufuyu)

Remebering

SMOKING AT THE END

Chifuyu had woken up to a headace. Which in his case wasn't good. Last night he got drink from his own feelings and doubts he doesn't even remember much. Most of it sure but he didn't remember about his and kazutoras interactions last night. Chifuyu sighed and sat up when he saw that kazutora was sleeping and had changed him. Chifuyu blushed at the thought of kazutora changing him before he looked at the boy who was sitting upright with his back against the wall his eyes closed and his ponytail messed up. He slowly got out of bed and tapped kazutoras shoulder to wake him up.

Kazutora woke up yawning softly as he rememberd the events from last night. He blushed but figured chifuyu wouldn't remember. He slowly got up and went to his room fixing his hair and getting in comfortable cloths that hide his neck.

Kazutora yawned and laid in bed falling asleep fast. Chifuyu on the other hand was trying to remember what happened last night as he went to the kitchen to cook something. While he was trying to remember he was holding a knife and when he remember he gasped and the knife made a cut on his hand on accident. Chifuyu only made a groan of frustration as he didn't want to wake kazutora up. He treated the cut on his palm and started to get the memories of how he was biting kazutoras neck and how he was struggling to keep his moans in. When he bit a specific spot that was on the side of kazutoras neck between the head and shoulder it made kazutora let his voice be heard. He finished cooking and ate as he was remembering everything slowly. Chifuyu decided to apologize later . Chifuyu went to the sink and started to wash his dishes . When he was done he went to check on kazutora as he oppened the door he saw that kazutora was sleeping. Chifuyu took a pack of cigarettes and took one. He took a lighter from his pocket and lighted the cigarette as he started to smoke. He left kazutoras room and went to the porch to sit down as he smoked. He thought about last night and how kazutora told him to sleep but he didn't wanna. Chifuyu touched his lips as he thought about the night repeating it over and over in his head. 

He snapped back when he felt kazutora tap his shoulder and sitting next to him. Kazutora looked at chifuyu then took the cigarett from him as he took a drag of it and inhailed the smoke. Chifuyu looked at the sky and sight as he thought about his feelings. Should he confess or not. Should he say he hated kazutora and just not show he loved him?  Chifuyu stopped his thoughts and sighed. 

Kazutora was a bit tempted to kiss chifuyu because last night was really something for kazutora but he decided not to do it yet. Not untill chifuyu confesses. He was scared that id he told chifuyu first chifuyu would think of him as a fag or even a worse and not let him stay. He took another drag of smoke inhailing deeply and exhailing. Chifuyu seemed to see something was bugging kazutora so he wrapped his arm around kazutoras shoulder. Kazutora seemed to calm his nerves down as he relaxed. Chifuyu couldn't help but smile at the act and start thinking of confessing again so he decided to call takemichy when he came from the future he texted takemichi to text him when he comes back to the past and takemichi liked the message and chifuyu felt his worries slowly rest for now. He looked at kazutoras lips in the corner of his eye as he thought of the softness from last night. He had to make a move and kiss kazutora but make it look like an accident. He got an idea and pretended to take the cigarette from kazutoras hand as he leaned a little closer, it was enough for him to feel kazutoras lips and he took the cigarette as he pulled away. Chifuyu apologized and finished the cigarette. When he was done he looked at the sky and decided he should at least tell kazutora how he felt. Kazutora deserved to know but not now. Maybe tomorrow or something. But he couldn't help but blush at kazutora .He layed his head on kazutoras as he watched car passes by from time to time.