Worth the Payne

Chapter 13 - Missing you

*El's POV*

I didn't how Liam would handle it. I feel mad too because Kyla is gone and the person who shattered Liam's, Kyla's and Nikki's lives is gone. He can't even come back to apologise or fix it. I walked into the room and signalled Louis over. I told him what happened and he told me to tell Liam. I sighed and walked over on the couch and sat next to Liam.

"Liam there's something you need to know" I started lightly.

He mumbled a response. I sighed before speaking again.

"Joel's dead"

Liam turned his head and looked at me. His eyes were about to start crying again.

"What?" He said quietly

"I'm sorry"

He turned back and put his hands in his head. He shook his head. He then groaned and stood up, flipping the table. I jumped in shock.

"Please don't Liam" I begged.

"He's fucking dead?!"

He kicked the table again then all our boys launched at him to restrain him. Even once they regained control, Liam was shaking with anger and struggling with all of his will. This was not a good way to see Liam. I took a step towards him.

"El, don't" Louis warned.

"It's ok Louis. He won't hurt me." I took another step and held Liam's face in my hands.

"Yes, it's true. He's dead and you're mad that he's gone after he's ruined everything." Liam's eyes softened a little. They quickly turned angry again and he struggled. I didn't move back.

"Liam, there's nothing you can do. You have to accept it"

I could see that Liam was about to cry.

"Let him go"

Louis looked at me in shock but I just nodded, reassuring him that it was ok. They let go and Liam fell to the floor. I sat down and hugged him. He leaned into me and cried. I sat there soothing him and holding him. The boys all joined in and we sat there on the floor in a big group hug.

*Kyla's POV*

I couldn't help but think about Liam and everyone else. I missed them so much but Liam, I just couldn't stop thinking about him. I was laying on the bed looking out the window, resting my hand on my bump. The baby started kicking again. I smiled but started tearing up. I had to face reality. I'm all alone in this place raising a baby by myself. I wish my mum was still here, she'd tell me something like suck it up princess. I smile at that thought. I need to clear my head. I put on my shoes and coat and headed out the door. I start walking down the street. I head down and come across this park with a big fountain. I sit on the edge and just breath. I notice a couple walk past me, her with her glowing bump and her hands intertwined with a man. They were laughing and smiling. That should have been me and Liam. I try not to dwell on that thought to6o much but it's hard. I feel bub kick again and I can't help it. The tears start gushing down my face. I try to stop them but all I can see is Liam's face. Kyla stop it, you know Liam wouldn't want to see you like this. I calm myself down and lie myself across the edge of the fountain, just staring at the stars wishing for him.

*Liam's POV*

The boys and El were still at my house but I needed to get out. I put on my shoes and head out the door to that park. I had to come here, I knew it was going to make me cry but it helped me feel close to Kyla. I laid down on that bench, the one where we first meet. I couldn't help but smile at the thought of that. I miss her terribly but I hope she's doing fine. Well as much as she could. I can't get what El said out of my head. I hope she's right, I want her to come back one day. I want so desperately to find her, to hold her and tell her everything would be alright but I can't. I left it too late.

hey guys so sorry i've left it too long to update, been a hectic few weeks and had a bit of writers block :(
I have holidays next week so hopefully i can write a bit more of the story, hope you are enjoying it xx 
And oh my god, i saw 5SOS in concert last week, they were so good! and Ed Sheeran is amazing he does such a good concert its incredible. Also some of you might know of him, but i met Taylor Henderson in April. He was on X Factor Australia in 2013 and he's so nice. Check him out on YouTube