a totally dramatic td gc!!🙈 //discontinued//

party gone wrong😔

TW: A BIT OF CURSING, AND R@PE.

A/N this is a timeskip to where noah is out of the hospital🔥

[total trauma cast!!]

bookworm1 is now online.

noah: hi
gwen: HI
courtney: YOUR BACKK
beth: so happy your okay'!
lindsay: yeah nolan!
tyler: linds its noah❤️
lindsay: i mean noah!
noah: thanks but how do you guys know
beth: izzy told us!
izzy: SORRY 🤷‍♀️
noah: what ever
geoff: hey dude!
geoff: can we have a party
leshawna: YES.
harold: sure🤷‍♀️
duncan: im bringing beer🤣
bridgette: hold up after noah just got back? FROM THE HOSPITAL? hello?
geoff: for noah getting out! he doesnt have to come of course 🙂
noah: okay your making me feel bad. il go
izzy: YEAHH
eva: finally i got tired of having to drag you
owen: sorry just got online! NOAH! BUDDY❤️
noah: hey big guy
cody: big guy is crazy 🔥
cody: HI NOAH
noah: HI CODY
izzy: ahem.. gay AHEM
izzy: WHO SAID THATATA
eva: izzy you already know
leshawna: LMFAO
geoff: so a party?
heather: yes.
gwen: LURKUR
courtney: this time can you go with me gwen?
gwen: yes!!!!!!!!
courtney: <3
geoff: party today at 7:30!

TIMESKIP, AT THE PARTY.

NOAH.
i guess, i not really looking foward to it but whatever. i get up from my bed, i stretch and slowly make my way to the kitchen. i was about to say hi to my mom, but i forgot, i live alone.
(HAH LOSER/j)

TIMESKIP, AT THE PARTY.

NOAH.
but atleast eva didnt have to drag me here. im
here on the couch sitting down with eva and izzy, well not exactly izzy is currently swinging on the fairy lights, i dont know how that shit doesnt rip. eva is currently just watching here, and im listening to music on her MP3 player, its literally just deftones. but whatever, i like some of their songs. "MY DUDES CAN I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION!" geoff yells in a mic with a boy that looks around his 20's i swore he looked familar. "THIS IS MY FRIEND THAT I MET IN COLLAGE! MEEEEEETT.. AXEL!" i shivered, maybe it could be another axel, you know, coinencidences??? i get up to go to the bathroom, but as im walking, i see him stare at me and he smiles. i quickly start walking faster and shut the door. i was literally on the erge of tears, why? i didnt even know if that was him! it might just be another axel. theres like one million axels in the world. i wash my face and stay in the bathroom for like 10 minutes. thinking, what if it was actually him? is he still obsessed? or has he gotten over it. i take a deep breath and unlock the bathroom door. as soon as i walk out, someone pulls my arm to the side.

IZZY.
YEAHH WHOLESOM PARTY!! but wheres noah? i take a minute to walk around the house to see if noah was around, but no. i just shrugged and went back to partying!

THIRD PERSON.
"hey there, long time no see." axel says. "what do you want?" noah says as he tries to relase his grip, "nothing, just regonized you from the crowd!" axel smiles and he lets go of noah. "so? i dont know what you want." noah says sternly. axels smile turns into a frown, but he doesnt give up. "listen, im sorry for what i did to you when we were younger. i just want to apologize okay?" axel says, taking a step back from the scrawny boy. "oh. i dont even know if i can trust you." noah says. "you dont have to, lets go get a drink." axel says putting an arm around his shoulder. "dont." noah says while walking downstairs with axel, axel rolls his eyes and puts his arm down. they both go in the kitchen, "i can grab the drinks." axels smiles. then they both go outside of the house, because the only thing they had in common was loving quiet. the only thing they both wanted was to be somewhere where its quiet, and outside was perfect. they both stood there awkwardly sipping on their drinks. "so, are you in a relationship, noah?" axel says while he lays his sweater on the floor and sitting down, noah just sits down on the grass, "yes." noah says, "well thats awesome! after our relationship i decided i didnt want anything to do with men or woman, and that i wouldnt be in a relationship anymore." axel proudly said, noah was a little suprised, "that's actually.. really nice." noah says looking away. naoh felt his vision going a bit blurry, but he shrugged it off. "hey, did you put something in the drink? this drink tastes kinda funny." noah says to axel, "of course not! it might just have to much alcohol in it." noah shrugged.

TINY TIMESKIP.

noah felt his vision getting worse, and he felt horrible. "whats wrong noah?" axel says, "i dont know. somethings just off.." noah says as he closes his eyes. "dont worry, noah. you will wake up in a bit." axel says as he kisses noah softly on his lips. noah completely passes out in the kiss. axel smiles and carries noah through the back door, into a room.

COURTNEY.
"gwen!" courtney calls out to gwen, "yeah? oh hey babe!" gwen says and kisses my forehead. god, i love gwen so much. "its gonna be a slow dance in a few, do you want to dance together?" i ask, "yes! definitely." YEEESSSS !!!! ive always wanted to do a slow dance with someone romantically! duncan never did it with me because he always thought they were cringey and weird. but never mind that, i go to the kitchen and see heather with leshawna. leshawna? i thought they hated eachother. "hey guys." courtney says waving. "hey court." "hey girl!" leshawna and heather say at the same time. "what are you guys talking about?" i say. "oh, just talking shit." heather smiles and says. "oh by the way have you seen noah? cody has been asking people." leshawna askes us. i just remembered, noah was here at the party, so where was he? "i have no idea." heather says, "yeah me either." i say. "oh! the slow dance is starting, are you guys gonna dance with anyone?" i eagerly say, "im gonna go with gwen!" i squeal and go to the living room. "of course she is." i hear heather say, "i heard that!" i scream back at her.

NOAH.
i immediately wake up, i sit up, in a bed? and im really sore, i don't remember anything that happened. my hair is really messy. i try to fix it before i try to get up. i take the covers off my body, to see only my white shirt on, i wore a sweater? and my pants halfway down. then i realise, my sweater is on the floor, the covers are messed up, i see axels sweater on the floor. then i remember, the drinks, i passed out, and im in a bed now.

"axel fucking raped me."

i whisper to my self, i feel disgusting, i still feel his hands on my body. i feel tears peck my eyes, seriously? i cant cry now. its been to long.

a tear runs down my face. seriously? fuck it. all i can do is cry. i bring my knees to my chest as i start sobbing. i wipe my eyes as i get up, im to sore to put my sweater on. i take the energy to put my pants up and walk out. i walk to the restroom and wash my face. i look in the mirror, i still feel his hands on my arms. i get water and start trying to wash and scrub my arms, tears start to roll down my face as i try, i couldnt get the feeling away. i stop and wipe my arms off with a towel, i rotate my arm and see the carved name in my arm. i immediately put my arm down. and i wash my face one more time i see a shade of concealer, and its kind of my shade. wait why does geoff even have this? whatever, i grab it and put it on my nose and under my eyes. i blow my nose, if anyone asks about my eyes il say im high. i walk out, i want to go home. i try to find izzy because she picked me up with eva, suprisingly, she chose not to get drunk today. i saw her playing around with eva, i walk over to them, as they both look up at me. "take me home, please." i say with my voice breaking. they both nod as izzy sits up ane grabs her keys from her pocket.

TIMESKIP, IN THE CAR.

eva starts the car, im in the backseat along with izzy. as eva is driving, i rest my head on the "head rest" next to the window, i never knew what that was called. "what happened." eva says, i could feel izzy stare at me, i swallowed the lump in my throat, "you know that axel i told you about." i say with my voice breaking. "hold on, dont tell me he.." izzy says starting to realize, "yeah." i say with my voice cracking. "he did that." i say. "noah im so sorry." izzy says to me while she puts a hand on my shoulder. "dont, touch me." i say with a tear rolling down my face.