Concrete floors

Bad timing or good timing

Mera pov

I look at p as she was hugging mya. We got out the car and went in to p house and sat in the living room "aye im finna get mya stuff unpacked if that's okay" I nodded as she went upstairs.

I looked at mya and her face was all puffy and she had dry tears on her face "mya it's gone be okay I want you to know that you are safe here and he will never get to you again" she didn't reply she just had her head down

I felt like I was dying because if I would have never locked my room door then she would be okay it would have never happened to her 

"Mera can you get the door" I heard p yell from upstairs I didn't even hear the door ring but I answered it and I seen my mom she had tears running down her face and Mya came running to her

"Mya are you okay baby" Mya just sat in her arms crying my mom looked at me and I felt a tear come down my face "Mera I'm so sorry mommy gone make dis right okay" I looked at her and just went to the bathroom and just stood there p came in we looked at each other and she pulled me into a hug and she held me and I just started crying cs that's all I needed was a hug

In the moment I didn't want to talk I just wanted peace and while I was hugging p it's like all my problems went away

We stopped hugging and my mom came in and asked if she could talk to me so we went to the living room and sat down "look Mera I'm sorry that i wasn't there for you I'm so sorry that it happened to you baby" I just nodded my head "Mera can you please just talk to me please" I looked at her "what am I supposed to say I'm hurting on the inside ma i can't ever fg what he did to me or my sister" "im soo sorry Mera he's going to be out of the house next month I swear" "me and Mya are not going home till he's gone" she looked at me then p " does your mom know there staying here" I looked at p " uh no ma'am I live by myself" my mom looked down and nodded her head "look Mera Ik there isn't a way to make up for this but can I take y'all out to eat or something" Ik my mom was hurting and Ik she was sory for me and stuff but i just couldn't help but be mad at her because she is married to the man that physically hurt me and my sister

"Only if p can come to" I said p looked at me in confusion "that's okay with me but Ik this if this lil girl don't take care of my baby's it's gone be something" I laughed because I'm glad that my mom is still her even tho she's hurting we all got in the car me and my mom sat upfront and Mya and p sat in the back "Mya do you wanna listen to some music" I asked her reply was obviously yes

I handed my phone to her and she started playing snooze by SZA and I didn't really like SZA but I wasn't even listening to the music I was zoning out of my own thoughts until we pulled up to a restaurant called razoozs and I've been here only for special occasions but I mean ig this was a special occasion

As we get seated I looked at p and I pulled her to the side "thanks fa not being weird about all of this" "aye it's not a big deal I do whatever it take to make my baby feel okay" she punched me in the arm and walked off I stated to blush and just walked into the restaurant right after her

We sat down and my mom and Mya was sitting on one side and me and p where on the other side. We sat there in silence cs we didn't know what to say "hi I'm Rebecca I'm gonna be your sever today what would y'all like to order" after she took our orders down Mya asked if she could go to the bathroom and after what happened with my dad i knew that Emmy mom would be extremely careful on where me and Mya go so my mom went with her

O and I sat there in silence until she broke it "Ik this not tha right time to say this but I can't hold it in no more" "what do you wanna tell me then" I said while laughing sarcastically "mera I think I-" "Mera I'm sorry but we got to go that man is calling and I jst need to go home and handle him rq" " o okay ma but can me and mya stay at p house" "yeah that's fine I don't want her no where near him"

We leave the restaurant and pull up to p house Mya got out and ran in the house "ma do you need me to come with you if he tries to do sum to you?" "Nah I'm good he ain't gone touch me" "are you sure ms. Cs he could have changed now that Mya and Mera not in the house" "yes y'all I'm going to be okay" I looked at p and she nods her head and picks up her phone

As I wave my mom goodbye I see a black truck following my mom home "don't worry Mera it's jst sum of my ppl looking after her if he tries to do sum to her" "thank you p o and at the restaurant what where you gonna say?"
"Uhh i fg but all Ik is we better get in side it's hella cold" i lwk felt like she was lying cs i really did forget what she was telling me

We walked in and see Mya sleep on the couch watching peppa pig I picked her up and walked upstairs to put her in the guest bedroom and took off her shoe so she could get in the bed

I closed the door and seen Mera "is that the guest room?" "Yuhh yeah but i remembered what I was finna tell you at the restaurant."

HEYY YALL soo sorry for the slow updates I just recently got put into the hospital cs I had a lil anxiety attack at school but yeah

Y'all gone get more parts in a few days soo just sit back and enjoy the emotions that p and Mera go through