Concrete floors

Mothers trial

After I followed nera back I laid in bed in my thoughts I couldn't shake this feeling that I was gone be alone my whole life and not the alone as like I have nobody but the alone as In nobody knows the real me and I can't blame anyone except me I put on this front like I'm good but in reality I'm not.

I grab my phone off the side table and took the number out of my pocket and I texted it.

Hey um, can we talk?

Ofc wassup?

Idk I'm just kinda overthinking and I don't know how I'm feelin can we just talk?

Yea..hows your family doing?

There good mama just been stressin how your family doing?

Mm they good my lil sister just started playin soccer nd lwk she bad at it🤣

Aww if you want I can help her with some skills😭

Mm yeah sure I just gotta ask her cs she kinda shy cs she just started

Look we all gotta start somewhere did she think you knew how to play ball when u first started?🤣

Nahh I been knew how to play🤣🤣!

Mm girl yk u ain't got control over dat ball when you get it🤣🤣

Girl please I be coming to them games you don't even be making goals 🤣

Girlll🤣🤣I'm defense 🤣🤣 you sloww

Shii ionk nun bout soccer but Frl doe when can you start practicing with her?

Mm tmr if that's coo with you.

Yea it's coo wimme meet at the field?

Yea .

Ight goodnight baby stud😉

😒I'm a grown ass man fck is u talm bout.

I set my phone back on the side table and I start to get butterflies I don't know what that's about but I just ignored it and went to sleep

The next morning

I woke up and I head to the shower. I was still wearing the same clothes from yesterday so i started the shower and i just stood there and let the water fall I felt so peaceful in the shower it was like my thoughts just disappeared when I'm under the water.

I got out the shower and I put on a sports bra and a white tee with sum grey shorts

I'm leaving to go to my moms house as I walk in she's crying with my brother in her hands she looks at me and yells at me "you knew that he was alive and didn't tell me?"

Excuse me i had just found out and she had the audacity to ask me "nah I had just found out that night. Plus I have my own life problems ma" she looked at me with a angry look "you still need to look after your brother idc how many problems you got you are still gonna need to take care of him"

I looked at her in disbelief "ma you act like im not your child to, you see why I chose dad cs you only cared about tj you have never been there for me you treat me as if you didn't give birth to me"

"Girl fucking bye you chose your dad cs you just wanted to take him away from me. Little do you know he ain't even yo real daddy." My eyes dropped I looked at my brother and he was laughing "wym not my dad? Ma you w- nahh" "yeah thinking you know sum when you don't he ain't even loved you he hated you."

Those words sank in and I started to feel this pain in my chest and my vision started to go black and I felt my body hit the ground

I woke up in a hospital bed I looked around and nobody was there.

I looked for my phone and found it on the couch next to the bed . As I'm reading my notifications I see that it's days after the incident so I pressed the button on the remote looking thing and a bunch of nurses walked in and started running tests on me to make sure everything was good I asked one of the nurses if I could call my mom but I then remembered the last thing she said to me "he hated you" I started to cry "who brought me here?" I asked one of the nurses "you where just laying outside on the floor." My own mother couldn't even walk me in what a shame.

I got discharged from the hospital and got a Uber to my moms house to get my car luckily they didn't take my keys. As I get out the Uber I see my ugly ass mother and dumb ass brother trying to get into my car. "Tfk are y'all doing?" They stopped and looked at me in surprise I pushed my brother out the way and he grabbed my arm "don't fucking touch me tj I thought you out of all ppl would have stayed at the hospital with me but no you left me on the fucking floor." As I said that he let go and I got into my car and drove off. I pulled into my driveway to see I got a text from nera and tbh i didn't wanna talk to her rn so I got out the car and walked into my house and locked the door I went upstairs and went straight to sleep.

I woke up around 5 inna morning so i decided to get ready for school. After I get out the shower and get dressed I get my keys and get to the car and I pulled up to the school and I can't find a parking spot. Man this is bs

I had to park at the teachers parking lot as I get to my first period I see nera she was looking down at her phone . I sit next to her and she looks up at me "where you been? I texted you" " yeah Ik I just had a lot going on with family and stuff o and sorry about not coming to practice" " o it's fine she had got sick anyway"
"Aww hopes she gets better" she gave me a smile and idk I just couldn't smile the teacher was just talking so I laid my head down nd started thinking about what my mother said and at that moment I realized what she said and I started to feel like I was gonna have a breakdown right there until Nera grabbed my hand cs I guess i didn't realize but I was shaking. She pulled me out the class and asked me what was happening

A/n
Hey yalll😝😝 how y'all feel about this one??

Lmk what you think p gone say??

You think nera catching feelings for p??

Y'all can't lie the title of this go harddd🤣🤣