Heart Attack

Chapter 12

Recap....

"Deverick and I have been together since High School, we got married after graduation and he's the only man I've been with".

After hearing what she said, I started to feel myself hyperventilating. My entire body felt as if I ran into a brick wall. I felt the phone drop out of my hands as I slid down onto the floor as my body went numb. I could hear her saying something but all of sudden it was a huge blur and I immediately zoned out in shock.

"Hello?" I heard her say over and over as but I couldn't speak at this point,  I was speechless because I couldn't believe what I just heard, this can't be my life right now.
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Jennifer.

I sat there confused, angry, and heartbroken. A million things were going through my mind at this moment. How did this happen to me? Why me? How could I have been so stupid? What if I possibly contracted it too? It was all too much for me I started to cry and instantly went into a panic attack and all I kepted hearing was her voice over the phone saying "hello" then the phone call ended.

"Jenni--Whoa babe what's wrong?".Trey said coming over to me kneeling down pulling me into his arms trying to get me calm down but I was speechless and all I could do was cry.
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I guess I fell asleep because I woke up in the bed with Trey arms wrapped around me tightly.I had slightly moved to get up but that didn't work

"Jennifer are you ready to tell me what happened".Trey said and I sat up and sniffed."Um..it's nothing I uh— ran across a picture of Deverick and it made me think about everything". He starred at me for a minute and sighed."Thinking about Deverick?Is that right".he asked me shaking his head slowly getting out of the bed."Yeah".I answered him looking down."Babe just forget about him okay he ain't shit anyways, I got you." He said to me kissing my forehead then he walked out the room.

I got up and took a shower.I was gonna go to the hospital to see about this whole HIV thing.

25 mins later..

"Trey?".I yelled grabbing my keys."Yeah?"."I'll be back".I said opening the door."Okay".I walked out and hopped in my car driving to the hospital the whole ride I was just lost in my thoughts.

~At the Hospital

"Ms.Hudson?".

I rose up from my seat and walked towards her.She signaled for me to follow her and I did.

"So Ms.Hudson tell me why your here today".

"I would like to be called Jennifer,and I'm here because I'm tryna get tested."she looked at me confused for a second.

"Tested for?".She asked me

"I would like to take a HIV test".She wrote something down."Okay Ms. Jennifer I'm gonna need you to lay on the bed and I'll be back in few.".I nodded sitting on the cold bed.
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She came back with a needle and some gloves on."Okay I'm gonna need you to just relax. I'm gonna have to draw some blood you'll feel a little prick on your finger but it'll be quick." I nodded as she proceeded, At this point I didn't care I'm just ready to get this over with.
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After the nurse stuck my finger she cleaned it then placed a bandage around it and walked out the room to test it. I was sitting there scared.
Please lord help me what if I have it how am I gonna tell Trey?....

I heard a knock on the door "Ms.Jennifer?".She came in and I looked up to see her with papers in her hand."Yes".
"Well we do have the results for the test...Ms.Jennifer you are negative."

Thank you Jesus....

"But Ms.Jennifer I am gonna tell you to be careful okay because next time probably wont be negative".I gave her a weak smile and started to grab my stuff leaving the doctors office. As I was walking out I ran into the man I never wanted to see again.

"Jennifer?". Hearing him say my name instantly triggered me I didn't even want to look at him"Deverick what do you want!".He stood there with a smirk on his face while coming a bit closer to me. "Come on now you know that ain't a good way to speak to me baby". He said while trying to come closer to hug me."Don't you touch me Deverick".I said in defense while backing away from him. He threw his hands up in surrender and stepped back."Okay Okay my bad I just missed you that's all".I rolled my eyes and fixed my purse on my shoulder then continued to walk to my car. I was about to open my door when Deverick slammed it close."Look don't make me beat your ass in this muthafucking parking lot".he said while hovering over me grabbing my arm."Deverick let go of me, your hurting me".I yelled because I seen people walk by hoping they would help but they didn't.
He tightened his grip on my arm."Get off me!".I yelled at him then pushed him as hard as I can. He stumbled onto another car, and he had the nerve to look up at me as if I was the crazy one, I was so angry at this point.

"Deverick I hate you! I'm tired of the mental, physical, and emotional abuse from you. I'm tired of the lies! The cheating, I'm just over all of it Deverick! You really are psychotic, you know and Please get this through your head we are over with! There will never be an "US" again!  Deverick you hurt me bad, more than anyone has ever done to me and it sucks because I feel like an idiot for loving you and being with you thinking I can help you and change you! I was nothing but good to you. Do you even know why I'm here at this hospital?". I asked him and he didn't say anything he just kept quiet.

"Oh so now, you don't have much to say huh, Well that's fine you need to listen anyways. I got a phone call from Iyanna you remember..your wife? The one you forgot to mention Yeah she called me. I think you and your other baby mother might wanna go in the hospital to get checked out your wife called saying she's HIV positive!".At this point I felt lighter I was able to tell him about himself and for the first time he actually looked like he was listening to me. He tried to tell me sorry but I didn't want to hear it. I just got in my car and drove away while Nobody In The World by John Legend played on the radio.

To Be Continued

Sorry For Mistakes

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