F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Run...Or Face Everything And Rise) - KimChay Au

Chapter 1

Chay was fed up, with university, with relationships........ and with life in general!

His life has been going so well until his Hia had disappeared into that new job, that not even a damn 3-year-old would have believed. 'Working on a private island where there is no Wi-Fi'...... yeah right!

Did Porsche even realise what year they lived in?

That lie had led to others, and then to more.........which in turn had led to meeting WIK, and WIK turning out to be Kim.........but that was OK as Kim was still mega handsome, trustworthy and loved him..........until that had all turned out to be a lie as well! But even all that mess Chay might, might, have, been able to cope with! If not for the news that Porsche had been in Bangkok all the time, falling in love with some mafia lord.......a mafia lord who happened to be the elder brother of the same man who had broken his heart!

Chay could NOT deal with THAT amount of shit going on in his life!

It had hurt!

It had hurt like hell, when he had turned his back on his brother..........when he had put his foot down and informed Porsche in a voice that held no room for misunderstanding, that if his Hia, or anyone from his new family, tried to force him into the mafia world, or even tried to force bodyguards or other surveillance on him.......Chay would make sure he vanished to a place where no one would be able to find him! Chay had forced himself not to look back as he walked away from his brother that day, from that large gated mansion Porsche now lived in with his mate. He wished his Hia the best look, and love, in the world, he really did. He just couldn't be a part of it.

Although it was rare for two Alphas to mate it wasn't unheard of........it was frowned upon by society simply because when two Alphas mated, it took prospective Alphas off the market for Omega mates. Not that either Chay, nor Porsche had ever really cared about what 'polite society' thought about things. Chay just hoped that his Hia's new mate, Kinn, could and would, protect his brother from any bad stares and not so quiet whispers he would receive. Porsche was from a low class........a man who had left university in order to work and support his young Omega brother. Porsche had also never entertained the fact that, despite being an Omega, Chay would only be worth finding a mate for, but rather worked himself almost to the bone to provide for his brother's education. Chay would never be able to thank his Hia for that support even if he lived for 100 more years. Even though he had basically cut ties with Porsche and not seen him for the past 3 months, Chay couldn't help but still worry about him. Porsche was a strong man physically, but he was a little slow in the brain department sometimes, and although two males mating was accepted when one was an Omega, it very rarely was when both were Alphas. Porsche had a hard road ahead of him in the life he had chosen........and Chay hoped his brothers big mouth and opinions didn't make it even worse for himself.

Still, the choice had been made, and he needed to move on.

Chay had allowed Porsche to pay off their debts so that the house was now officially in Chay's name. Porsche had been adamant about that, and Chay could understand his elder brother wanting to make sure Chay had a secure place to live if their interactions were going to be rare. It was nice not to have to worry about loan sharks anymore, to be able to sleep in his bed and not have to worry about bangs from downstairs, to be able to have music or the TV on while he worked on his homework without needing to look over his shoulder. Chay often mused that the last few months of his life where more like those of most teenagers. He could study, eat what he liked, watch TV and go to bed when he wished, and all without the dark side of the world sucking him in. He felt like there was a huge weight, one he hadn't even realised had been there, finally lifted from his shoulders. So why was he not feeling happier about things?