V1 :
I'm just a sucker for love.
Trying to do it how it was done in the old days.
But giving myself was never enough.
So I tried my fucked up generation of today.
I failed at that, too.
'Cause I pulled a you on you.
And I still got hurt.
Pre-Chorus :
I'm trying to smile through the pain.
But all of it is the same.
So I'm gonna release everything.
Even though it's not gonna do anything.
Chorus :
All the letters I write to my past self.
I'm sorry for the more suffering we've endured.
I'm sorry that I put you through this hell.
If I had known, I would've changed our course.
Yet here we are with a broken heart.
Now I'm staying off the major roads of new love.
That's smart.
The letters I write to me... past me... I'm so sorry.
V2 :
Payback is all I seek.
Who's gonna get justice for me?
'Cause I've been getting your punishments.
All I want is revenge.
I never deserved any of this.
But you gave me it.
And I let myself fall into you.
And that's so much worse.
Pre-Chorus :
I'm trying to smile through the pain.
But all of it is the same.
So I'm gonna release everything.
Even though it's not gonna do anything.
Chorus :
All the letters I write to my past self.
I'm sorry for the more suffering we've endured.
I'm sorry that I put you through this hell.
If I had known, I would've changed our course.
Yet here we are with a broken heart.
Now I'm staying off the major roads of new love.
That's smart.
The letters I write to me... past me... I'm so sorry.