V1 :
The voices in my head tell me I'm a mistake.
Fear takes over my life and doesn't go away.
Everyone left me because their lives mattered more.
I've been craving to be free.
Unhealthy reliefs, I'm addicted to more.
Pre-Chorus :
Takes everything in me to not crash and burn.
But everyone puts pressure on where it hurts.
The final lesson I needed to learn.
Chorus :
I'm soaking in the rivers of my blood.
'Cause that's what I will die for.
Everything becomes too much.
I've never felt this free before.
I'm letting everyone know that I got this far.
I don't wanna try to go farther at all.
'Cause where I am is where I wanna be.
This is where I wanna be.
(This is where I wanna be.)
V2 :
Demons made a home out of my own head.
Here I am thinking about the dreams.
I used to dream while lying in bed.
But now the bathtub is where I wanna say goodbye.
Everything is ruined, stop this so called life!
Chorus :
I'm soaking in the rivers of my blood.
'Cause that's what I will die for.
Everything becomes too much.
I've never felt this free before.
I'm letting everyone know that I got this far.
I don't wanna try to go farther at all.
'Cause where I am is where I wanna be.
This is where I wanna be.
(This is where I wanna be.)
Bridge :
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
Don't wanna feel this way anymore.
I don't want to feel this way anymore.
Don't wanna feel this way anymore.
TELL ME WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE.
I'M NOT 'CAUSE I JUST AM!
Pre-Chorus :
Takes everything in me to not crash and burn.
But everyone puts pressure on where it hurts.
The final lesson I needed to learn.
Chorus :
I'm soaking in the rivers of my blood.
'Cause that's what I will die for.
Everything becomes too much.
I've never felt this free before.
I'm letting everyone know that I got this far.
I don't wanna try to go farther at all.
'Cause where I am is where I wanna be.
This is where I wanna be.
(This is where I wanna be.)