V1 :
I want to say I'm sorry.
For ever being born.
Others tell me not to worry.
While everything I been was torn.
Apart from me.
I'm sorry for being such a burden.
I can see you're hurting.
I wish every night that you could've gotten rid of me.
Pre-Chorus :
I wish I was someone else.
The perfect child.
And not the mistake you've ever met.
Chorus :
Every word they've ever said.
It stabs me like a knife.
I can't count how many times.
They told me to end my life.
Because I'm causing them misery.
And depression, then they grab a hold of me.
Abuse me until I'm black and blue.
I'm just wondering, what did I ever do to any of you?
Hurt is all they gave me.
Now pain is all I crave for.
V2 :
I carry around a heavy weight of shame that yours.
It damages me all the way to my core.
I hate myself for ever making my fake friends sad.
Every time I try to make them happy.
I make them so mad.
Pre-Chorus :
I wish I was someone else.
The perfect child.
And not the psychotic kid you've ever met.
Chorus :
Every word they've ever said.
It stabs me like a knife.
I can't count how many times.
They told me to end my life.
Because I'm causing them misery.
And depression, then they grab a hold of me.
Abuse me until I'm black and blue.
I'm just wondering, what did I ever do to any of you?
Hurt is all they gave me.
Now pain is all I crave for.
Bridge :
People tell me I'm loved.
In reality, I'm hated.
People said I was enough.
In reality, they saw my heart.
And they decided to break it.
For real, everything seems unreal.
But the secret says sealed.
I'll always be hurt if the truth is revealed.
Chorus :
Every word they've ever said.
It stabs me like a knife.
I can't count how many times.
They told me to end my life.
Because I'm causing them misery.
And depression, then they grab a hold of me.
Abuse me until I'm black and blue.
I'm just wondering, what did I ever do to any of you?
Hurt is all they gave me.
Now pain is all I crave for.
