V1 :
Tried my best to make this work.
But in the end, I end up in hurt.
You said trash is how much I'm worth.
Any kind of pain I get is what I deserve.
If I'd known about this, I would've ran.
But I ended up with blood on my hands.
Tried to escape and run away.
But once the clock struck, I was forced to stay.
Chorus :
Drunk myself to poisoning.
Dark circles, welcome to the ruining.
Exhaustion while my anxiety eats me.
All I got is dark memories and wasted energy.
It's dead or alive.
It's going or they're ending it tonight.
Either way, it's live or die.
V2 :
Maybe if I had another way.
Made for me, I could accomplish big dreams.
But I always find myself asleep.
Trying to comatose so I don't overdose.
On the abuse I receive.
I was lightning-struck.
No one misses me.
Why I'm hated is such a mystery.
My heart decided to desert me.
Tried it all but nothing can fix me.
Chorus :
Drunk myself to poisoning.
Dark circles, welcome to the ruining.
Exhaustion while my anxiety eats me.
All I got is dark memories and wasted energy.
It's dead or alive.
It's going or they're ending it tonight.
Either way, it's live or die.
Bridge :
I'm too deep in the sea.
No one can hear me screaming.
I'm too deep in my sleep.
Nightmares are what I'm dreaming.
As always, I'm on my own.
No matter what, I'll always be alone.
Chorus :
Drunk myself to poisoning.
Dark circles, welcome to the ruining.
Exhaustion while my anxiety eats me.
All I got is dark memories and wasted energy.
It's dead or alive.
It's going or they're ending it tonight.
Either way, it's live or die.
