V1 :
I spit out blood that isn't mine.
That your forced me to drink then swallow.
I wish I could turn back time.
And tell myself to not follow in your shadow.
Pre-Chorus :
I wish a light would've gone off.
Now I'm not far off.
Chorus :
I was a follower to things that weren't good.
Good for me.
But I did it because I wasn't looking.
For things to trap me.
Turns out it's the lies I was told.
Dim all of my gold.
I'm in the opposite world.
Where hurt is good and good is hurt.
V2 :
I chose to take a different path.
In my life where you'll feel my wrath.
I was looking for happiness.
But instead, I got trapped in darkness.
Pre-Chorus :
I wish something would've clicked.
Now I won't forget this.
Chorus :
I was a follower to things that weren't good.
Good for me.
But I did it because I wasn't looking.
For things to trap me.
Turns out it's the lies I was told.
Dim all of my gold.
I'm in the opposite world.
Where hurt is good and good is hurt.