Love Buzz - Kurt Cobain Fanfic

Chapter Thirty

Two weeks passed, and things between my mom and I were finally mended. She was off drugs and I decided to let her watch Frances for a few hours while Kurt and I went to an event for the band. Kurt had to be there earlier, so I dropped Frances off at my mom's and met him there. I walked inside and immidiatly ran into Shelli. "Uh, Jade, you might wanna go get Kurt." She said with a strange expression on her face. "Shelli, what are you..talking about." I spotted him halfway through the sentence. Nikki was sitting next to him, giggling like a little school girl. I began walking towards them and Kurt didn't take long to spot me. "I hate to cut your conversation short, but I need to talk to Kurt." I said, staring Nikki dead in the eyes as I grabbed Kurt's hand and began walking away. "Babe, its fine. She's just talking about our songs." Kurt said as he held my hand. "I can see straight through her, Kurt. Don't fall for the bullshit." I sighed. It felt like her eyeballs were melting straight into my skull as I sensed she was staring at me. I hesitantly glanced at her and then I noticed something. She was wearing an outfit that looked something like the one I wore a few nights ago. Her hair was fixed similar to mine, and so was her makeup. She was wearing the exact shade of lipstick I wear. "Kurt, who does she look like she's trying to look like?" I asked him as he glanced over at her. "You." He mumbled. "Listen Kurt, I don't know what she's trying to do. But please stay away from her. I just have a really bad feeling." I said as I tried to get rid of the lump in my throat. About an hour passed and Shelli was so drunk that I had to go help her as she puked in the bathroom. "When are you ever gonna learn, Shell? Aren't you tired of puking and hangovers yet?" I asked as I helped her up off the floor. "Nah, its all so fun." She slurred as she stumbled and almost fell over. "Okay, I think we need to get you home." I said as I tried not to laugh and slung her arm over my shoulder to help her walk. We turned the corner outside the bathroom and my heart fell straight into the pit of my stomach. Kurt was high, it wasn't near as bad as I've seen him, but he was high enough on heroin to be disoriented. I could see it in his face and eyes. Nikki had her arms around him and was kissing him all over his neck. Kurt just stood there, in lala land. "You're so pretty, Jade." Kurt mumbled as he looked at her. "God, my name isn't Jade, Kurt. Get it right, I'm Nikki and you're done with her. Remember? " She asked before kissing him again. He nodded, but it was obvious he didn't know what was happening. I was red in the face and shaking with anger. I carefully sat Shelli down on a bench and made my way closer to them. "Hey, you fucking bitch. Get your filthy hands off of my fiance before I smash your face into the floor." I yelled. "He doesn't want you anymore. He even said so didn't you, Kurt?" Nikki asked as Kurt looked extremely lost in oblivion. "He's high on heroin, you fucking idiot. He doesn't even know where he's at. So, back the fuck off." I said, becoming furious. She continued to stand there with her arms around him and I couldn't hold it back anymore. I grabbed her by the hair and dragged her away from him, sliging her onto the floor. She got up and tried to attack me but I punched her in the nose before she had the chance. "Ow, my nose! You bitch!" She cried as she ran to the bathroom. I rolled my eyes and hurried over to Kurt. "Kurt, its me. Its Jade." I said as I grabbed his face and looked him in the eyes. "She offered it to me, she gave me heroin." He slurred as his eyes were trying to shut. "She what?!" I exclaimed as pure rage boiled in my veins. "Sit down right here, Kurt. Don't move. I'll be right back." I spotted Krist and told him to keep an eye on Kurt and Shelli. I angrily made my way into the bathroom to find Nikki fixing her face in the mirror. "And just what the fuck makes you think you can give him heroin, huh?! He's trying to get off of it and you fucking give it to him for free?! He has a fucking a daughter, you sick bitch. A family. He doesn't need you to dope him up so you can try to make him fall for you, because it will not work. Okay? If I EVER catch you anywhere around him again, there will be hell to pay. Fuck off." I spat out as she stood there, not speaking. I didn't even wanna deal with it anymore so I went back to Kurt. "I'm gonna get Shell home, you should probably do the same with Kurt." Krist said, pointing to a sleeping Kurt. "Yeah, tonight was more than I can handle. Please tell Dave to come by the house tomorrow WITHOUT his bitch. We need to talk. You guys can come too." He nodded and we helped Shelli and Kurt out to the cars. I picked up Frances from my mom and she squealed when I put her in the car. Kurt slightly woke up. "Frances? I love you. I love my little girl. So much." He mumbled before dosing off again. The drive home was filled with so many emotions that I didn't know how to handle. Kurt woke up enough to walk inside himself so I could carry Frances. I put her in her crib and crawled into bed with Kurt. "You're telling me what happened in the morning, I can't believe she fucking did that." I sighed when I realized Kurt was out like a light again. I cuddled up close to him. His smell always brought me comfort. In a matter of seconds, I was peacfully sleeping, forgetting all the problems that were surrounding me.