Love Buzz - Kurt Cobain Fanfic

Chapter Twenty

The next day, Kurt, Shelli, Dave, Krist and I were all sitting around chatting when all of a sudden Shelli said "I almost forgot, Jade you have got to see this." She pulled a magazine out of her bag. "Check this shit out, apparently we're making fashion statements." She laughed as she flipped through the pages until she got to a particular one and handed it to me. "The women of Nirvana." The headline read. I continued looking and there I was in the outfit from last night. Shelli was on the page next to it and I couldn't help but laugh at the fact I literally threw the outfit together and didn't really give a fuck, and I'm about positive that Shelli did the same thing. "Kurt, can you believe this?" I asked him, laughing. He shook his head a barely smiled. Something was off. "You okay?" I asked him, concerned. "Yeah, its just this fame bullshit. Its strange." He mumbled. I agreed. I didn't exactly know what to think about being in magazines all over the world all of a sudden. "Jade, come have a girl's night with me tonight! We can look at baby clothes!" Shelli said, excitedly. "You should go babe, besides we gotta go discuss the tour with our manager tonight." Kurt smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
A few hours later, Shelli and I were in a baby boutique looking at clothes. "Oh my god, this is so cute! You have to buy it! If not, i'm going to!" Shelli said as she held up a little onsie. It really was super cute, but for some reason I just couldn't get into the shopping mood. In the back of my mind, I was worried about Kurt and how he was handling all this new pressure of being so famous. My pregnancy cravings were ridiculous, and on the way back home we stopped to get milkshakes. "This is so damn good." I said, gulping down the strawberry shake. Shelli laughed. "Hey, can I ask you something? What do you think about all this fame all of a sudden? How's Krist handling it?" I asked her, hesitantly. "Eh, I don't really think he cares much. I mean he cares but it doesn't really change anything. Ya know? I mean I think its cool to have everyone wanting to dress like us and shit. Its cool as fuck actually." Shelli laughed. I guess it was a little bit different for them. After all, she wasn't pregnant and Krist hadn't been on heroin. It just made me nervous about what people would think and say, being in the public eye.
Shelli and I said our goodbyes and I walked into the house. "Kurt?" I said as my voice echoed through the house a little. "Up here!" He replied from upstairs. I walked into our bedroom and my jaw hit the floor. The entire room was covered in flowers and flower petals. Candles were lit everywhere and my favorite record was softly playing in the background. Kurt was sitting there, just smiling. "Kurt, oh my god." I said as my eyes filled with happy tears. He pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head. "You deserved this. All this shit you've been through with me, i'm sorry Jade." He rocked me back and forth gently amd I looked up at him. "Sorry for what? Being my best friend? My soulmate? Every relationship has its problems, Kurt. I wouldn't trade being with you for anything. " I said as tears ran down my face. He wiped them away. "One more thing." He mumbled and grabbed my hand, leading me to the bathroom. Flowers and candles covered every surface and the water in the tub was running and filling with bubbles. "I hope you know I'm not getting in there alone." I smiled at him. "I figured that." He laughed. We got into the tub and Kurt was so fascinated by my growing stomach, he always was. "Sooo, baby names. We gotta pick one." I said, grinning as Kurt sat across from me and rubbed my feet. "Its gotta be perfect. " He replied as his eyes lit up. "How about Iris? Or Lily?" I asked him. He smiled but shook his head in disagreement. "I was actually thinking Frances. Like from the Vaselines. " He said, hesitantly. "Actually Kurt I really like it." I smiled at him. His eyes lit up and he said "What about a middle name?" I thought for a moment and my mind was blank. "I don't know, Kurt. We'll figure that one out another day. My brain is not working right now." I said as I looked down at my stomach. "I love you, my little Bean." I said as I rubbed it with my hand. Then, Kurt and I both looked at each other at exactly the same time. "Frances Bean." I said, grinning. Kurt looked incredibly happy. "Its perfect." He whispered before kissing me on the cheek.
After the most relaxing bubble bath in the world, I cuddled up to Kurt in our bed and I had never felt so peaceful in my entire life. I couldn't help but shut my eyes and drift away to sleep.