Cold Hearted | Daerin

Chapter 18

Danielle's POV

I opened the door for Haerin's office making her and some woman turn to look at me, "I guess it's my cue to leave, see you later," the woman said taking her purse and walking towards me, giving me some dirty look then leaving.

I guess being the fiancée of a hot rich woman makes every other woman hate you.

I closed the door after she left and locked it, "You had to stand closer to her, couldn't stay in your chair?" I asked since she was leaning back on the desk while that woman was sitting on the chair she has for guests in front of her desk.

My question sounds dumb I know but I've been cheated it on before. I have trust issues and I am also very attached to Haerin.

When it comes to some girl trying to get with Haerin, I get very insecure about myself because I'm just very scared of losing Haerin. I am terrified of losing her.

Haerin let out a laugh, "You have nothing to worry about," she said walking around to sit in her chair.

"I've heard that one before."

No babe, she's no one.

Oh you shouldn't be worried about her.

You're overthinking it.

She's just a friend.

These are all things I heard before getting fucked over and cheated on. I need actual reassurance.

She stopped before sitting on her chair and looked at me. I looked away from her and sat down on the chair, my mind going insane with the amount of thoughts I have right now.

There is definitely someone better than me.

Maybe she doesn't want me anymore.

I'm probably being too insecure about things and it's annoying her.

She might leave me.

Unfortunately these are things that go through my mind everyday, a little too much.

It's because I'm falling very hard for her and I really can't help but think of the worse.

I felt her gently lift my chin up, making me look up at her with tears filling my eyes, "You really shouldn't be worried about some bitch that can't even compare to you," she crouched down in front of me and placed her hands on my thighs.

"I feel things for you I've never felt before and I guarantee you, I will never feel that for anyone other than you. I am a completely different person in the best way possible because of you but that doesn't mean I'm not going to be cold and dry to everyone like I always have been."

"I'm only cute and shit with you and that's never gonna change. No one even makes me laugh but you can say that stupidest thing ever and I would be cracking up just because I fucking..adore you in every way possible."

I let a few tears fall from my face which she was quick to wipe for me, "I never say this shit to anyone so you better say something," she said laughing.

"I am not like this because of nothing. I start to worry about being replaced when I start falling for someone very very hard. I know I'm sexy and all but when it comes to you, I get scared and what you just said was all I ever wanted to hear when I started to worry about someone or something. Thank you."

She stood up and made me stand up with her. She pulled me into a tight warm hug making me smile, "I'll give you reassurance whenever you want and by the way, you can never be replaces," she said quietly, "You're too special."