Loveable

Father

This chapter will be kind of heavy I'm sorry guys 😔. Italics will be thoughts. I'm struggling mentally right now so decided to put some of ny struggles in to my writing. Enjoy it and know the most heavy parts will be in *s.
Tws: self-harm, body issues, physical and verbal abuse, swearing.
Take your time.

Mayas POV

I was sat in my office, before hearing my phone ring. I spotted Andy's name and answered.

"Maya you need to hide!" She cried out between breaths.

"What, Andy what's going on?" I asked very confused.

"Your dad." She gasped out making my heart stop.

"Tell me I heard wrong." I instructed taking a shaky breath.

"Mai you know I wouldn't lie about this, he is heading to your office hide." She said in a serious voice.

I stopped suddenly as I heard someone coming closer. Hanging up the phone I backed up against the far wall and braced myself.

Third person POV

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"Maya Bishop where the fuck are you!" Lane's voice yelled out.

The blonde froze even more and began to shake as the office door swung open aggressively.

"There you are." He taunted.

"Go away dad!" Maya almost cried.

"Don't speak to your father like that!" He snarled back whilst inching closer. "You're such a brat!"

She flinched as he crept forward.

He started kicking and punching the blonde on any available part of her body.

"You're getting fat, and irresponsible, you shall go on a 10 mile run everyday,p no breaks and you will not eat anything unhealthy, if I find out your disobeying me it will be a hell of a lot worse!" He threatened before storming out and slamming the door shut.

Maya rolled on the her back groaning in pain before slowly sitting up.

"Embrace the pain." She recited to herself as she started to stand up.

She turned to her bunk room door and limped towards her mirror.

Her eye was beginning to show a purple bruise as well as her ribs and legs. She sighed before pulling out a cream to help heal them quicker.
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"How am I going to hide this?" She whispered to herself.

Carinas POV

I was sat in the beanery with a stressed Andy who wouldnt tell me what is wrong.

"1, 2 , 3..... 1, 2, 3.... 1, 2." Andy repeated contiously.

Suddenly her head snapped up and she started to get out of her chair. She walked out to the stairs before smiling a little as she saw a man leave.

"3 minutes, she's fine." She whispered to herself.

'Who was fine?'

Mayas POV

I took a some pain medication before applying some concealer and leaving the office for a run.

'Dad was right I have got fat.'

I started running and before I knew it an hour had passed. 'Dammit only 6 miles.'
I continued on ignoring the pounding in my ribs before having to stop due to the pain.

'I couldn't even run 10 miles how pathetic am I?'

I walked back to the station before heading to my private bunk and pulling out my kit.

'Just do it you brat'

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I pulled out the scalpel and held it against my wrist before slowly drawing some dark red lines along my perfectly white canvas.

'Deeper think about all the lives you didn't save'

I pressed even harder wincing at the burning feeling.

After being satisfied I moved down to my thighs and cut even harder.

Suddenly I began to feel faint and my vision started to blur as my body shoke.

'Shit'

Carinas POV

I decided to check on Maya seen as she hasn't left her office pretty much all day besides from calls.

As I knocked on her office door I was met with silence so I decided to go in. Walking in, I couldn't see Maya anywhere so I thought about checking her bunk.

'This feels off.'

"Mai are you here?" I called out.

There was no response so I continued on.

I was met with one of the worst sights.

Maya was barely conscious and a bloodied scalpel was next to her mutilated body.

Her arms had multiple deep cuts as well as her thighs and her body was paler than ever.

"Maya, hey stay with me!" I begged whilst checking her pulse.

'She's alive'

I pulled out a medkit as the one already on the floor was pretty much empty, before getting ready to stitch the deeper wounds.

Third persons POV

Carina finished cleaning and dressing Maya's wounds before hugging the blonde close.

"I'm sorry." The smaller blonde croaked out her voice hoarse and her face stained with salty tears.

"Shh you don't need to apologize Bella." The Italian reassured her.

"I didn't mean for it to be that bad." The blonde added.

The brunette's heart dropped even though she knew how it had happened hearing Maya admit to it made her heart hurt.

"It's okay bambina, I'll help you every step of the way, we'll get through this." She promised.

The blonde nodded and hugged the taller woman even tighter resting her head on Carina's chest.

"Thank you." She whispered.

"Sempre." The brunette replied softly kissing the blondes head as she driftied into a well needed sleep.

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That is where this chapter ends. Hope you enjoyed it and hopefully it wasn't to deep.

The translations: sempre= always.

A little bit longer this time and hopefully the next few times.

Love you all

Ella🫶🏻