Loveable

Touch

Hey guys this chapter will mainly be in Maya's perspective I don't think any warnings are needed. It will be slightly shorter then normal I'm sorry 😔. I have decided to post every Monday but it might go up to every Monday and Thursday depending.

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Mayas POV

I feel safe with Carina. I don't know what to do. I want her to know about me being scared to touch people but I don't want her to hate me.

Her smile is so bright and her eyes almost sparkle. Her hair is the perfect chocolate colour that complements her olive skin. She is so perfect.

I'm going to tell her today, so she doesn't hate me if I flinch or don't hug her.

Third person POV

Carina walking into the station ready for her shift and was greeted by a certain blonde, who was anxiously pulling on her fingers.

"Hey Carina, I was wondering if we could talk?" She asked nervously.

"Of course." The Italian replied with a smile as she followed her to the office.

They both took a seat and the blonde took a shaky breath.

"I...I don't really like being touched, I'm trying but I was.... Hurt in the past and..and it made me scared of touch. I'm sorry I know it makes me weak and I'm trying... But its hard. I feel safer being touched by you then anyone else and I wanted you to know so you don't get offended if I never hug you or flinch from you." She blurted out.

"Hey...hey it's okay, you said you want to try. Maybe I could help?" The brunette asked.

"How?" The blonde responded.

"We can work up to a hug, start with sitting closer maybe a hand on your knee, then we move on to holding hands and then hugging." Carina suggested.

"You would do that?" Maya checked liking the idea.

"I wouldn't offer otherwise." Carina smiled.

The two continued chatting for a while before they were called to a 3 alarm fire.

Mayas POV

After a few long calls me and Carina decided to restock the PRT as it had been used a lot recently. Carina sat down after finishing the mandatory drug count.

Slowly I want and sat next to her placing my hand on hers, shivering lightly at the warmth contrasting my ice cold hands.

She smiled and kept her hand there before we got back to restocking.

Soon enough, we had finished and were heading to the beanery for a late lunch. We sat together and my knee began to lightly bounce like it normally does during meals.

"I'm going to touch you now bella." Carina whispered as she carefully placed her hand on my knee rubbing gently until the bobbing stopped.

"Good girl bambina, you let me touch you twice Bella, I'm so proud!" She praised me as I blushed a little.

I was touched.
Twice.

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Sorry its quite short but oh well. Soon the actual Marina will start. You guys will have to wait. Also I think I will add age regression halfway through the book. Love y'all.

Ella🫶🏻