This chapter will be quite heavy I'm sorry. So don't push yourself, once again the heaviest parts will be in *s so you can always skip those.
The trigger warning will be: physical abuse, sexual abuse/assault, verbal abuse and mentioning of self harm. Take care.
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Mayas POV
I ran into my office shutting the door before sliding down the wall, as my hands began to shake and my breathing quicken.
Flashback
Third person
"Maya where are you!" Lane roared through the house.
A small 5 year old Maya scrambled into the living room and stood before her father.
"Did you eat my last chocolate!" He screamed.
"No." She replied her whole body shaking.
"Don't lie to me!" Lane yelled as he raised his hand.
Before the blonde could react her face began to sting where her fathers hand had slapped it.
Her eyes watered as he began yelling at her once again.
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Maya sat in front of her father as he informed her of the upcoming race.
She nodded along as he asked her if she was ready.
"I'll win daddy I promise." She replied.
"I know you will princess, because you're not a loser." He smirked.
The seven year old nodded and gave him a hug before tying her laces.
They left the house and headed to the track.
Maya started to run and was in first before she tripped slightly causing her to be in second. Lane began yelling until she finally reached the finish line and in first.
He ran over to her his face red and unimpressed.
"You almost came in second." He hissed in disgust.
"But daddy I won." The blonde replied confused.
"Barely AND you didn't beat your time." He growled, grabbing her wrist and dragging her to the car.
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8 year old Maya sat in her room as she beard her fathers drunk, heavy footsteps approaching her room.
"Princess where are you?" He slurred.
"R..r..room." She squeaked out.
He came crashing in before smirking at her and pulling off his shirt. He began creaping forward before pulling off her pink pyjamas and his own trousers and boxers.
She closed her eyes as he climbed on top of her. He began pounding into her as she whimpered.
After he had finished, dragged his clothes on and stumbled out the door, Maya turned to the mirror to see multiple bruises already forming.
There was one snaking around her neck, followed by two covering her wrists and multiple scattering her legs, thighs and stomach.
She winced a little as she pulled on her pyjamas, climbed into bed and hid under the covers.
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Maya sat as her mother cradled her bruised body.
"Why does daddy hit me?" The nine year old asked, breaking her mother's heart.
"I don't know sweetie." She replied half truthfully.
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"Maya!" Lane spat.
"Maya"
"Maya"
Present scene
Third person
"Maya." Carina spoke softly.
The blonde eyes snapped open tears spilling down her pale cheeks.
"What's going on Mai?" She asked sweetly and calmly.
"I..I.. I had flashbacks of my.....my d..dad." She whimpered.
"Oh bella." Carina sighed internally hating Lane who she had heard a little about from the team and Maya herself.
"Will you h...hold my hand?" Maya stuttered.
Carina nodded taking it gently and rubbing soothing patterns as the blonde carefully lent a little closer to the brunette.
"T..thanks." She whispered before closing her eyes and falling into a much needed sleep.
Carina gently picked her up and placed her on her bunk before leaving to get some water and food for when she woke up.
Flashback/dream
Third person
"You're getting fat!" Lane yelled.
"I'm sorry daddy." Maya replied.
"You're only 10 you should be weighing like 20kg, you fatty." He spat.
She flinched before taking the full force slap that came her way.
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"I'm coming for you Maya, daddy's coming." Lanes voice called.
Present scene
Third person
Maya shot awake as Carina whispered sweet nothing's to her.
"You're okay mai." She cooed.
The blonde wrapped the brunette into a tight hug shocking the Italian who soon reprocated the embrace.
She was safe.
Lane wasn't there.
He wouldn't be there.
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