Chapter 1.Feelings

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Akiesha pov.

"Jin ano ba!" Inis kong ani sabay alis sa kamay nito na nakahawak sa ulo ko.

"Why would I?"he smiled and smirk.

"I wonder why,kung bakit hanggang ngayon di mo parin talaga ako tinitigilan?" I pout and look away.

"Alright now,I stop"he chuckles and look at me.I pout at naunang naglakad.

"pandak!"he shout pero di kona siya pinansin.

Jin and I are enemies.He is 22 years old a 4rd year college course of therapist and also working as the therapist.While I am 19 years old taking a course of arts.I goes to my room at bumungad sakin si Xianna na ngiti akong tinignan.

"Good morning akiesha" she smile dahilan para mapangiti din ako.

"Morning" I said sabay upo sa table ko at nilapag ang bag ko.

"What's that face huh?" She look at me with a confused look and sit next beside me.

"It's just troy" I look away.

"What happened?"she look at me worriedly.I look at her and start to tear up.

"He hurt me xia"I felt my tears Burts down and my cheeks kaya niyakap ako nito.

"If I didn't give him a money,magagalit siya and he hurts me"

"Alam ba ni Jin to?" I shake my head and wipe my tears.

"I know that nagkabangayan kayo,since you got here.And it's also the best if he knew para di ka niya i-bully pa"

"What for? Hindi naman kami lovers were just enemy "

"Esha enemy are meant to be lovers,and you also said before na nahuhulog kana sa kanya?"

"What about troy?" I look at her worriedly.

"Esha,you didn't deserve troy...Sinaktan kapa niya,you didn't deserve that kind of treatment in him" she give me an assuring smile and hold my hand.

"think about it,esha" she look at me and smile.

Natigil lamang ang pag-uusap namin when our professor came.Our discussion started kaya isinawalang bahala ko nalang si troy and think wise about this decision I made.1 years and 2 months with him was my happiness and also sad cause I didn't know what's the reason for him to change.

He change a lot,at parang dina siya si troy na dating kilala ko.It would be the best if I break up with him,Kasi pagod na ako.I'm tired catching and saving our relationship.I think I can't do it anymore....

I close my eyes and forget about him.I just listen to our professor.

"I want you guys to draw your feelings right now" he said with a smile.

Xianna look at me and smile.I smile also and stand up before going at the back and sit in my chair.I put the Canva and grab the pallet, paint brush, acrylic paint and a cup of water.

I put the Canva on the stand and put all the material in the table.I look at our prof.

"Since the materials is already set,you can start now"he smiled dahilan para masimula na kami.I choose the black  acrylic paint and start painting my feelings,I draw a night and also a girl na nakayuko and thousands of thoughts on her mind.


"it's really nice drawing Ms. Rozver" our professor complement in my art and I just smile.

It's already lunch time at sabay kaming naglakad ni xia papunta sa cafeteria.Its a one big university and it's made of all colleges.Its Averill university the most famous and international school in Philippines.Because of scholarship napunta ako rito,I want to be a famous painter someday.

I look around and gaze so much people,hinila ni xia ang kamay ko and pumunta sa counter.I grab some tray at merong lumagay ng pagkain sa tray ko,sosyal.

After we grab some food ay naghanap na kami ng table.We sit in the empty table and start eating,then suddenly the whole crowds suddenly shouting and screaming.

"Anak ng-" bulas ni xia.Sabay tingin sa grupo ng kalalakihan.There are the heart throb in this university but I don't find them attractive tho.Theres just a playboy.

"Here they come again" I whisper and didn't mind them and continue eating.

Umupo si Jin paharap ko and look at me with a smile.I raise my eyebrows and also he raise his eyebrows as well.

"What do you want?"

"I just wanna see you"he smirk dahilan para tumibok ang puso ko.I hate it when my heart react when he is here with me. I just can't help to fall in love with him.

I look away and continue eating."What's that,you didn't want to look at me anymore?"he smirk and smile.

I didn't respond and ignore him."Come on esha"

I look away and continue eating.Narinig kopa na tumikhim ang gaga at tinitigan kaming dalawa.

"Gotta go"I look away and stand up and goes to the comfort room.I look myself in the mirror and sigh,akiesha fucos.I said to myself before getting out to the comfort room.

When I open the door I saw Jin face, looking at me and curl his forehead."Did I even do wrong?" I shake my head and pass him.

He pulled my hand and he looks at me straightly."Then tell me,why did you ignore me?"

I didn't respond and look away.He hold my shoulder and look at my eyes.

"I need an answer akiesha" he coldly stare at me and wait for me to answer.

I sigh."It's nothing jin"

"Then why did you keep ignoring me huh?" He look confused.

"Because-"

"Because what esha?"

"Just ahm..."I look away again and pull out his hand around my shoulder.

I was about to talk when xia called me and pull my hands away from Jin."Thank you xia"bulong ko at tumigil sa harap ng room namin.

"Welcome,if I didn't come rush at you
baka tatanongin kana naman non"she laughed kaya napatawa nalang ako.

After school ay pumunta ako sa dorm ni troy,when I open the door bumungad sakin ang mga basag na basag na alak.I open the switch of the light at bumungad sakin si troy na nakahiga nasa sahig.I sigh at binuhat siya papunta sa couch and cover him with blankets,I lean in and kiss his forehead.

I was about to walk away,when he pulled my hands and kiss my lips passionately.Tinulak ko siya but he is too strong,I give my full force at humiwalay sa kanya.He just smirk at umupo sa couch,he pull my hand and wrap his arms around me.

"Just this one time love,ibigay mona sakin toh"he whisper in my ear.I know what he means and I know what he wants.

"Troy ano ba!" I said and move away from him.

"Come on esha! Bakit ba ha! Eh gusto ko" he pulled my hands again but I slap him hard.

He look at me with a smirk sabay hawak sa mukha nito."Is this what you play huh?"he smirk and pull out his belt and slap it to me.I cried at ramdam kong mas hinampas pa ako nito ng malakas.

"Troy please stop" I beg out pero para siyang walang narinig.I take a deep breath and push him.

"I'm breaking up with you whether you like it or not!"I shout and wipe my tears at nahihirapang tumayo.But before I walk he already hurt me again,and I feel the blood in my head.

I had so many bruise at ramdam ko ang dugo na tumutulo sa ulo ko.I walk alone that night at paika-ikang naglalakad.I found myself walking on Jin house.










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