My non-binary Enemy [COMPLETE]

Chapter 9.Pregnant

Akiesha Pov.

"Congratulations Miss your 2 months and 3 days pregnant " the doctor exclaim.

Hindi ko alam ang irereact ko ngayon.I wanna jump on happiness and at the same time scared that what if hum will never accept it.

Nagpa-isipan ko kasing pumunta sa hospital to get check up na baka nga kasi buntis ako.Lumabas ako sa hospital na tulala and while holding the pt.Bumalik ako sa bahay and there I saw Jin walking towards me with a worried face.

"Where did you go? Alam mong pinag-alala mo ako" he said and hug me tight.

Nagsimulang lumandas ang luha ko sa mata and I can't bare to see his face.

"Hey what's wrong" he ask and gently rub my back.

I let go of his hug and look at him straight in the eyes."H-hum i-i'm p-pregnant" I utter at tuluyan na ngang lumandas ang luha kona kanina kopa pinipigilan.

"You what?" He look at shocked.Pero kalaunan din ay nawala ito.

"I wanna confess to...i-i'm n-non b-binary a-and i-i'm p-pregnant" nanginginig nitong ani.Natigilan ako and didn't know how to react.

"What?!" Diko makapaniwalang ani.

He hug me tight and cry in my arms."I'm non-binary esha.I have two genders...please don't leave me" he sob heavily sabay yakap sakin ng mahigpit.Yung yakap na ayaw niya akong bitawan.I hug him tight and comfort him.

"How is it possible?" Taka kong ani.

"I was born this way,I have two genders.There are boy and there are girl.I pretty much want to be a boy kasi di gumagana ang pangbabae kong ari.I don't have a period.But my parents wants me to be a boy so I did.They never accept me esha,but you did.You make me feel love that I never felt before...So baby don't leave me" nagmamakaawa nitong ani and hug me tight.

"Shh,I won't leave you hum" I hug him tight.Dahilan para makita ko ang matamis nitong ngiti.

I give him an assuring smile and he hug me tight.

It's already midnight at sobrang himbing ng tulog ni hum.I smile and stand up and goes to the kitchen.I was literally craving some blueberry and strawberry.Binuksan ko ang refrigerator and grab a bowl of blueberries and strawberries at minix yung dalawa.I smile and goes to the living room and watch a Mr.Bean.I was sitting in the couch while eating some bowl of blueberries and strawberries when I hear a footsteps papunta sa gawi ko.Bigla pa akong kinabahan then suddenly it was just hum.

"Hum you scared me to death"ani ko.

"I'm sorry,I just want to be close to you and snuggle you.Hindi ako makatulog pag-wala ka" he smile and walk towards me sabay tabi ng upo sakin and hug me.

"Buntis ka talaga Your literally craving into me a lot.Gustong gusto mo dumikit dikit sakin" I chuckles and laugh and continue eating some blueberry.

He pout and kiss my cheeks and hug me.Umiling nalang ako and continue eating in blueberries.

"Do you want some?" Tanong ko.Tumango naman ito and smile.

I smile also at kumuha ng isang blueberry sabay subo sa bibig niya kinain niya naman ito and look at me."You know,ayaw ko talaga kumain ng blueberry but just now I want it now"

I chuckles."Why? Is it because of me?" Pambobola ko."maybe" he smile and look at me in the eyes.

Tumawa lang ako sabay iling."But I was curious hum,how is it possible na buntis ka I don't have even a sperm naman" I curiously ask.

"It was a joke though" natigilan ako at matalim siyang tinignan."I don't know you will be serious about it" he laughed sexily.

"Can you explain it to me hummy" I pout and continue eating.

He smile and nod."I know that litong-lito kana ngayon.But the thing is my Vag*na is actually not working,I don't have a period just like you."

"Oh so that means,your Vag*na is na form lang by accident hummy?" He smile and nod.

"Kala ko naman talaga nabuntis mo ang sarili mo,when you said that earlier" iling kong ani.

He laughed and chuckles and hug me tight.

"That couldn't possible be happened"

"But what if hum?" I pout.

"Those blueberries makes you crazy.Its already night let's go back to sleep" he smile.

Tumango naman ako and stand up and turn off the TV.We head back to our room and sleep again.

In the morning I wake up na wala na si Jin sa tabi ko.Bigla naman ako nalungkot.I tried myself not to cry na baka nasa kusina lang siya.I stand up and goes to the kitchen and look around the house pero wala siya...

A tears escape from my eyes and I don't know how to react.I always cravings in his hugs in the morning pero he is not here.I don't know na ganito na pala ako ka emotional when I'm pregnant.I'm so sensitive.

I tried myself not to cry but I can't,kusa nalang tutulo ang luha ko.I wish he is here,I wish I can feel his warm hugs and clinginess.

I pick up my phone and try to calm down and call him.Tatlong ring na ito but still nothing...For the forth time sumagot ito pero may naririnig akong ingay ng babae na nagpakaba sakin.

"Hello esha napatawag ka?" Ani nito.I tried myself to calm down from crying.

"N-nasan k-kaba why didn't I see you this morning?"

"May urgent lang na nangyari to my client but I be back"

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah,I'm sorry.Don't worry to much and eat ok gotta go bye"

He suddenly end the call dahilan para maramdaman ko ang sakit sa dibdib ko.I didn't want to think of it,pero tangina ang sakit.Kung dati he literally sweet to me,but now parang hangin nalang ako sa kanya.How pathetic this love is?

A tears escape from my eyes and sob heavily.I hate it so much.F*ck...

Tulala akong napatingin sa kawalan habang kumakain ng blueberry.Napahimas naman ako sa di ko kalakihang tiyan.

"Kakayanin natin ito baby" bulong ko and wipe my tears.

I just busy myself in painting at paglinis ng bahay at tuluyan ko na ngang kinalimutan si jin.

Your daddy always give me a mix cignal baby.I don't know if he literally love me,cause knowing that ako naman ang unang nagkagusto diba? But knowing that maybe love is not for the both of us.But I promise you that mommy will always love you whatever happened.