Eleven Thousand Moons

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Once per decade

Every single cell in the body

Self-slaughters and rebirths,

But my soul crumples inward

At my stubborn lack of newness.

Arithmetic hounds me

On my thirtieth birthday:

30 x 365 (+8 sly leap) days

Dang, girl! I'm 10, 958 days old.

But how many millennial moons

Did I marvel at?

I remember how starlight

Over the playground used to slant

Clean straight into my spirit,

Back arching in the swing

Limbs reveling ever higher

Until the chains rattled against

Evening airs, daring the sky

To snap my fragile flesh

I wasn't afraid of falling then—

I don't care how much it hurts,

I'm going to howl at the moon

When I hit eleven thousand.


*(I wrote this 10 years ago...here's to reveling in whatever moonlight is ours!).

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