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𝑺𝒐.. 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 (𝒐𝒓 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕) 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒈𝒖𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒂𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏. 😭
𝑰'𝒎 𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒓'𝒔 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒖𝒏𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝑰 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔.
𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕. 😭🙏🙏
𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔, 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓!

𝐋𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: Megumi's dorm.

𝐌𝐞𝐠𝐮𝐦𝐢'𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕:
I lie down on my bed and cover my face with a pillow.
I just kissed Kugisaki.
I kissed her.
I kissed her.
God, I actually did it!
But I didn't ask her.
It probably made her uncomfortable.
She probably doesn't even like me back.
I just wanna forget that this ever happened, but I can't.
All I can think of is how soft her lips are compared to mine.
How nice it felt to kiss her.
How sweet her lip gloss is.
I want to kiss her even more.
But I'm getting so damn embarrassed that I can't even bear thinking about her, let alone stay in her dorm for any longer after what happened.
I'm starting to really regret kissing her.
I still have her lip gloss on my lips, and I have no intention on wiping it off anytime soon.
The kiss felt so good, but now I'm feeling all flustered.
I don't feel like even looking at Kugisaki again in fear of her response.
If she'll even bring it up later.
Or would she just leave it be and forget about it?
I hope her reaction isn't negative, or else I'll just hate myself for it even more.
Should I take a nap to distract myself?
Would that help?

I've been lying on my bed trying to fall asleep for so long now.
I don't even know what time it is.
I can't stop thinking about her.
I can't sleep cause my mind keeps replaying the kiss over and over.
I like it, but I hate it at the same time.
I finally get up, only to see that the time is 9:41 PM.
I've been in bed for over two and a half hours now, damn.
I go over to the kitchen and grab a cup of instant ramen.
I've been living off this stuff since yesterday and now I have only one more cup left.
I pour boiling water in the cup till the line and put it aside.
While I wait, I grab my phone and open Netflix to binge some random show.
I find this one anime that seems to be interesting.
Blue Period.
It has 12 episodes.
I'll watch this.
I take my cup of instant ramen and stir it, and sit down on my bed to eat and watch this anime.
I eat very cautiously, so as to not get too much of her lip gloss off my lips.
I like it.

The time is 11:13 PM.
I've been done with dinner and just lying in bed watching Blue Period.
I've watched up until episode 4 so far, and it's going pretty well.
It's getting late.
I really should sleep.
I turn off my lights and put my phone aside, hugging my pillow.
It feels hot.
Should I turn on the AC?
I should.
I get up and turn the AC on, and put it at 22° Celsius (71.6° Fahrenheit).
I lie back down in bed.
I still can't sleep.
I thought watching that anime for a bit would help but I still can't get kissing Kugisaki out of my mind.
This feels like torture.
I keep reliving the kiss and the regret hits harder everytime.
I still have her lip gloss on my lips, though it's a very thin coat since I ate dinner already.
I don't think I'll be able to see Kugisaki in class tomorrow without getting embarrassed.
I should've just asked her.
I guess this is why you're supposed to think twice before doing anything.