JOHNNIE POV:
it's been a week since our double date.
she's the love of my life, i love her. what if i write a song for her?
i'm going to.
i get my phone and text jake.
jake : ja
johnnie : jo
jo: what if i write a song for lana
ja: you're mad in love.
ja: do it
jo: js don't know what to make it about tbh
ja: HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT HER!!
jo: jesus okay
jo: gonna start writing it now lmao
that was a bit chaotic. but it's fine.
a quick idea came into my head.
" and i can't lie, i think i like you. all the stars seem to be fading "
it's shitty and cringey but whatever. it's my life, i can do whatever the shit i want.
i was writing the song and making up ideas until i hear my phone go off.
it's a message from lana. and it read; johnnie where are u i miss u.
not gonna lie, i miss her too. but she's at target filming a video with tara and i don't wanna disturb them so i ignore the message.
my phone goes off again. it's lana again.
"johnnie ik ur reading my messages and ignoring them."
i ignore it again, this time i put my phone in silent so i won't hear anything come from it.
i finish the basis of the song and then go to bed to take a nap.
TIMESKIP: 30 MINUTES
i was woken up by my door being yanked open. i see lana standing there.
"why the fuck haven't you answered my messages?" she said, in a tone i've never heard before.
"i'm sorry"
"not like you to just not read them"
"my phone was on silent" i tell her.
"and i took a nap..for i don't know how long" i add.
"well you could've just said"
"but i didn't know you messaged me?"
"yeah well then what the fuck where you doing?" she sounded mad.
"i was asleep.."
and with that, she left.
god why the fuck. why. i love her, a lot. i didn't mean to ignore her. i was just busy.
busy doing what? writing a song for the love of my fucking life.
i'm gonna just randomly release the song and see what people think at this point, not today. maybe in like a few weeks ago. we need to like edit it and everything so it's perfect.
TIME SKIP: 2 DAYS
i'm infront of lana's bedroom door. i knock on it, and she i hear her say
"come in!"
so i entered. she saw me and gives me a mad look, almost dirty, but it wasn't. she was just mad.
"look, i'm sorry about what happened a few days ago. i was just really busy. i didn't mean to ignore your messages. i didn't have time to. and then i did eventually fall asleep. i was tired." i said to her.
"it's fine" she said blankly.
"no it doesn't look fine, i see your face. i've known you for more than a year, doesn't seem like much but is a lot to me. let me make it up to you, i just don't want you to be mad at me."
"mkay. so when are you gonna tell me about your fans?" she says, still blankly.
"we can do it whenever you want to"
"is now okay?" finally turning to look at me
"yeah, perfect actually."
"okay we can do it now" she stood up.
"come on" i smile at her gently. she smiled back.
she started walking towards me and took my hand. we headed to my room.
we entered and went straight towards my computer. she sat on the chair, i sat on the other.
"wait, you need to move out the frame so no one knows you yet" i tell her, moving the chair out the way.
i turn on the computer and start the stream (never worked twitch so idfk).
a few minutes later, i decide to do it.
"oh, i also have something to say to you guys, and ive been hiding this for about a year."
i pull the chair in the frame.
"this is 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝒹ℯ𝓈𝓉 𝓌ℴ𝓂𝒶𝓃 i know, apart from tara."
the chat goes crazy. saying things like "she's cute!" and kept complimenting. they also asked if this was my girlfriend.
"she's really quiet on camera..but off camera, that's a completely different person."
"i'm not that quiet" she says
"uhm yes you are, you haven't said anything for 10 minutes. no one knew you were there even though you were so try explaining that" i said with sass
"guess you're right"
"anyway, this is my girlfriend. fuck you, the weird fans, you guys are creepy as fuck. stop writing about me and jake kissing and having sex too, it's a bit weird" i went silent for 5 seconds maybe.
"she's been my girlfriend of one year, one year in may. i've known her for 15 months though" i chuckle.
i start yapping about random shit because why not.
"wait i'm gonna go get something, babe. you entertain the chat with something, they'll ask questions and answer them." i say
"ignore the hate ones" i whisper to her
i walk out the room.
LANA POV:
johnnie just left the room, i'm alone with people online i don't even know.
"u guys r so cute! have you had sex yet?" someone said.
"thanks for calling us cute. and no, have you guys seen his room? he's never losing his virginity"
"what's johnnie like as a boyfriend?"
"johnnies really good! he's been really nice to me throughout the year. every time he sees me, he always tells me he loves me and gives me little gifts. and every night if he's not in the house, he sends me texts, paragraphs of how much i deserve the world and stuff."
a few moments later of answering questions, johnnie walks back in.
"im back" he comes towards me and kisses my cheek
"hey" i smile at him
