11.To Hope

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✮Hyunjin's Pov✮

I wake up in a bed as Felix is holding onto my hand,I must have passed out after sharing my memories with him. I never can control when it happens but I wish I could,it would be better for the sake of both of us. Felix looks over at me as his eyes light up.

"Are you okay? What happened?" Felix asked worriedly,I squeezed his hand reassuringly before kissing his hand.

"Lixlix,go outside for a moment please,mother needs help putting all the dishes on the table." Minho says as I realize that he's on the other side of the bed. His gaze is intense as he looks between me and Felix. I'm going to hear his bitching for eternity.

Felix strokes my hair slowly before he leans down"I'm going to be right back,scream if you need me " He whispers before leaving the room shutting the door behind him.

"Alright,let me take one guess, you and him shared a memory but you couldn't break it this time huh?" Minho crosses his arms before leaning back in the black swivel chair. His dark brown eyes are so fierce that it makes me think I'm going to hell.

"No kidding but I can't do anything to stop it and you know it" I sit down on the edge of the bed looking around Felix's room,photos of his travels are scattered all around his walls,some of the places he's been to I lived there for maybe 100 years almost as if fate was trying to bring him closer.

Minho shakes his head "And what are you going to tell him when his memories do get fully restored? He's going to keep seeing these things and we don't know what triggers them either. You're screwed either way"

I stand up getting more frustrated at him "I know you're looking out for me and all but this pep talk isn't going to help anything. He's not going to fully regain his memories,I met Hwayoung in this era and she didn't even have these flashbacks"

Minho laughs leaning his head back before patting my head "You're innocent,Felix is your soulmate and Hwayoung was a sister a long time ago. She doesn't have a tie to your soul just like I don't have a tie with you."

"And yet I'm still cursed to be with you" I remind him "No one with this ability was able to fully awaken anyone,and even if they did,what difference does it make? The past is the past and the future is for us to control."

Minho glares at the door as if he hears that someone is approaching before he whispers in my ear "Because you would have a hard time accepting that your lover can't die when you can,if he knows his past,would he be able to become one of us?"

This conversation is leading us nowhere except getting me closer and closer to punching him into this wall. "I don't want him to become like one of us because it leads to no good like us" I open the door walking out of Felix's bedroom and back into the dining room

"Hyunjin,are you okay? Are you sure that you should be up right now?" Felix's eyes are full of concern as I notice he's fiddling with his hands a bit as he's rubbing his hands on his jeans. Felix searches my eyes for a moment as I nod at him.

"I just didn't get enough sleep, I guess I have too much on my mind" I brush my fingers through my black hair. I look around the room as Jisung is sitting down talking to Felix's father as Minho exits Felix's room.

"Would you stop walking away from me, asshole?" He whispers in my ear before sitting down next to Jisung. I just hope that he doesn't try to kill me by letting his cats slowly eat me.

"Did you and Minho fight or something?" Felix asks, looking between me and Minho before I walk over to the dinner table sitting down before glancing at Minho once more.

"Don't worry about it,we go through these phases" Phases of him getting on my nerves,Jisung knows how our personalities don't mix but I miss the old days. "Mrs.Lee,Minho told me about your love for home interior decorating, what made you get into that?"

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