Eternity ⏳️ Hyunlix (2)

12.My Love

✮Hyunjin's Pov✮

I never wish to corrupt Yongbok,I never want to see him hurt or cry because of me. I admit that I'm not a good person, he makes me want to be a good person though. I still remember his death as clear as day in my mind.

I also remember killing all those men and for what? Because they held us hostage? I guess I could say I was out of my mind for a moment,but I knew after that, I could never show my face to Hwayoung or Yuna again. I didn't even attend my own lover' funeral.

I see all the dead bodies around me as the once pure white snow is covered in blood. Even Minho's dead now, the bastard deserved it. Hope he rots in hell too just to pay for what he has done.

I pick up Yongbok's limp cold body from the snowy floor as it reminds me of the times when he was drunk but he's not this time. Warm tears drip down my face even though one side is dripping bloody tears,I don't care anymore.

All I cared about is Yongbok, who do I bring him to? I won't bury him myself, he deserves a funeral. I walk into Jisung's quarters, laying the body on a table before falling to my knees, bowing my head down.

"H-he's gone" Jisung rushes over to him before coming to me looking at my eye

"It'll leave a scar Hyunjin,but what happened, how did he die?" I explained all of it to him that day but walked away from him that day and went to a sailor to send me away. That's when I stayed in China for a while.

I only learned an art style but that's when I got my love from art, where my career started. Slowly I became less and less emotional until the smaller black haired man came into my life again.

Felix places his hand on my face before looking me into the eyes. "You will never ruin me,if anything, you make my life better every second you're with me."

His words make my heart flutter as if it's going to fly away. I lean in closer causing Felix to close his eyes before my lips land lightly on his.

His right hand strays from my cheek down to my shoulders. The sensation of his hand gliding down my cheek makes goosebumps appear on my skin. His touch is so gentle and yet so soothing to me.

After the gentle and slow kiss he pulls away staring into my eyes with his chocolate brown eyes. Suddenly his right hand slides up my neck and into my hair, kissing me desperately.

He deepens the kiss slightly as I gasp softly when he placed his left hand on my hip. This could get dangerous quickly but I know it won't tonight anyways.

My heart beats faster in my chest but each kiss makes me melt into him more. I bring him closer to me feeling his body heat radiate on mine.

The tension that I once felt, the pain that I have is slowly being healed little by little. Felix pulls away looking in my eyes again, giving me a gentle but warm smile.

"Show me your damaged parts of your soul Hyunjin and I promise you that I'll show you that it's worth everything in this world. I'll show you how it shines brighter than anyone."

This man is sweet,kind,and loving, he's too pure for this world. I don't know how I ended up being so lucky to be the one to date him. "We'll both pick up our broken pieces together because we are in this together." I reply back before he lays down normally beside me.

"You know, I almost didn't take that contest, my work was the one to sponsor it and I was just working while sorting out the deadness inside of me. But I did it because something told me it was right"

Something told me it was right too but he was the one who came to me first.

"Excuse me sir?" I turn around to see a smaller black haired male, 5'8, with the loveliest eyes I've ever seen other than Yongbok's. His voice is so deep too but shaky.