Eternity ⏳️ Hyunlix (2)

14.Visioning A Different Truth

✮Hyunjin's Pov✮

Dizziness strikes again as I tap his hand,I know it's not every time that we touch because that wouldn't make any sense but maybe researching this is causing the memories to come back. I can tell by the horrified look on his face that he saw something bad.

I look down at the page as it describes my parents lives and how the queen died..that's what it's about I bet. I rub my head for a second before pretending to read again so he doesn't get suspicious.

I mean there's no right way of telling you boyfriend 'hey I'm an everlasting which is an immortal being that can change your memories at any given time and shows memories of a past life'. I'm sure that conversation would go over well..yeahh it would lead me right to the mental ward

He gets up rushing somewhere quickly before I see his hand over his mouth..he saw the queen's death. It's something that used to haunt my mind but yet again,I don't know if during the times I was king if I made her proud.

I get up out of my seat rushing to follow him as he goes into the bathroom. He walks into the first stall as I hear the sound of him throwing up. I feel bad for him but I can't say that I didn't have the same reaction either. After Yongbok left when he first met me,I got violently sick after.

I had to keep my cover always because I was a prince and even though I thought of him as a friend,I had to keep my cool. I hear him finally stop as I knock on the stall. "It's open" He says weakly as I wet a paper towel before entering.

I place the semi wet paper towel on his neck to cool him down before I start to rub his back. I wish there was something that I could give him some water. "Are you okay? What happened?" I softly rub his back as he leans his head against the wall of the stall.

This floor is probably filthy but with his condition right now,I really don't care. He shakes his head no "You're going to think I'm crazy" His eyes water before looking away.

"I would never think such things my angel now what's wrong?" I softly sigh sitting down next to him as he lays his head on my shoulder as I lock the door.

"I see things sometimes,it looks like I'm that person but it's too outdated stuff like long hairs and councils with crowns and all that. It looks like what I'm studying but there's no way" I secretly text Jisung 'Felix has an upset stomach,mind coming to the front of the library and healing him then take him home? I can finish his report for him.'

I don't want anymore memories appearing like when I murdered my own father with blood dripping down his hand. Thank goodness that Jisung was the medic,he has saved us so many times that it's unreal.

"Maybe it's Deja vu?" I ask him even though I know what's going on,I should have known better than to touch him while he's studying this subject.

"But what-" He hiccups rubbing his stomach "What if these textbooks lied? What are they trying to hide though? I thought I saw it with my own two eyes,the queen dropping down to the floor after drinking black vial of poison." He sits up leaning over the toilet again as he dry heaves. I kneel again, rubbing his back.

That must have traumatized him but it did for me too but I was actually related to her. But he's never seen death before either,unfortunately for me,I have too many times. Some were killed by my hands and some weren't.

He heaves again before throwing up again. All I can do is rub his back and be there for him "Are you okay now?" I ask him after a couple of minutes of him sitting down next to me with his hand in mine.

He nods as I stand up helping him stand "I'm not sick or anything,it's just the thought of replaying that image again makes me sick. Someone died after all. If what I saw is the truth,she should have justice and not rewrite history like that." Felix says softly as I lead him to the front.