Beautiful Tragedy

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Hi I'm Amy. Right now im at my house, alone , like usual. My moms in the hospital because of her cancer. If my mom isn't able to come home soon I will have to live with my aunt Monica. My twin brother , Matthew has been on tour for a long time and I haven't seen him at all and he doesn't care to call or text me or my mother because his number was leaked and he had to change his number and his contacts weren't saved, and that wasn't to long ago so the whole beginning of the tour he didn't care to contact us any ways. I think he forgot about me. Well me and my mom.Well I think everyone who meets me soon forgets me after a while. So right now it's a Saturday and im going for a jog ,I have to lose a few pounds. I was wearing leggings my short sleeved bring me the horizon band tee and my black vans. I have long blonde hair and bright blue eyes , but they are usually grey, I don't know why they just change color. I was about 5'6 and I am skinny, even though I don't believe it. I feel really fat I know I'm not but what I feel is more important and I want to feel satisfied. I was jogging on the boardwalk a few blocks away from My house, a lot of people jog here. I have been jogging for a half hour and I got really tired. I went to heavenly juice to get a water because I know they sell water as well as juices. I gave the man my $1.25 and I jogged home. When I get home I see there was 3 cars in my drive way. What? I walk in my house and I see a bunch of teenaged boys on my couch of my house watching tv. I see heads look at me as I close the door. I see a familiar teenaged boy stand up. A really familiar teenaged boy, and I notice it's Matthew... My twin brother
"Amy" matt screams.
"Matt" I scream running up to him and hugging him.
"I missed u" I whisper into his chest tearing
"I missed you so much too" Matt states into my hair the hug breaks and im smiling uncontrollably like a fool.
"You got so fricking tall" I say
"You look so different , your beautiful, your hair got really long and UR chest Isnt flat and UR really fricking skinny and the last time I saw u you had just turned 16" matt says and I laugh as him saying my chest isn't flat anymore because he used to make fun of me saying that I put cardboard in my shirt .
"Yeah U too except that your chest was always flat" I say smiling and giggling.Matt puts his arm around my shoulder in a sibling brother sister way.
"So this is your sister that You have been telling us about and saying You have been wanting to see"one of the other boys sitting on my Couch say
"She's not just a sister , she's my twin Sista" Matt says
"Oh yeah"the boy says

All the guys say their names and they all seem really nice.

"So where's mom at ?"Matt says
"Oh um about mom , since you left mom got really bad cancer because of her smoking and she is always in the hospital so I practically live alone here but the house is under her name , we were ganna tell you but your number had been changed by then because it got leaked that one time" I say
"Wait You have to be kidding with me" Matt says in shock
Me and Matt were in the kitchen because we were getting snacks.
"No , matt why would I joke about that" I spit out
"I'm sorry it's just surprising and you are just trowing it at me" he says in defense
"Yeah I know and I'm sorry " I apologized
"Where r u ganna go You know if mom...passes" he chokes on the word passes
"I'm going to have to Live with aunt Monica" I say in disappointment
"Who even that" Matt questions
"I don't know apparently daddy sister I think , I've never met her , but that's where I was told I would be going" I say
"You know U could live with me and the guys if mom does die" he says
"I don't know well we will think about that when the time comes" I say smiling and patting his back. I grab the chips and matt grabs the dip and we walk to the couch. I went up stairs to get a hoodie bc my scars were very visible.