Beautiful Tragedy

5

It was now lunch time and im still at the boys house
"What do u guys want to eat" Jack g says
"I don't care" I say
"Pizza, subway, Taco Bell, Pizza Hut"Jack g. Says
"Subway" Jack J says
"Yeah subway sounds good right now" Matt says
"Yeah let's get subway" taylor says
"Well I told Maggie I would eat lunch with her so im ganna be going shortly" carter says
"Ok bye" I say
"I'm Not leaving yet" he says , I wish he did leave now , I've seen what he did and the mean things he says.
"Ok I'm just saying bye because why not " I say
"Ok I'm actually ganna head out now " he says
"Bye" I say and all the guys say bye.
"So subway" Jack j says
"Yeah sure" Matt says
"Wanna walk there" Jack j says
"It's just down the block" he adds
"Sure" I say and we all start walking to subway.
"Your legs are really long Amy" Nash says
"Umm Thanks" I say looking at him
"They are really skinny too" he adds
"Ummm thanks.. Again" I say
After a few minutes f walking we are there.
"And here we Are" Jack j says . Jack g gets the door for me. Like I like Shawn but I really like Jack g too. And cams pretty cute. Not trying to sound slutty but they are all really nice and cute , not carter tho. I'm deff not a slut, im far from it .
"Thanks" I say to Jack g for holding the door for me.
"Amy what do u want ?" Matt asks me
"Nothing , I'm actually not really that hungry right now" I say
"Yeah sure not hungry, I didn't see U eat breakfast and now it's like 4 hours later and U have ate nothing eat something" Matt says
"I don't want to eat anything" I say
"Please eat UR a stick" Matt says
"Keep it down bird brain, im not hungry"I say
"Ouch" he says and I smile
"Do u ever eat" he asks
"Yeah" I say
"What and what was the last time u ate"he asks
"Yesterday around 12 in the afternoon and I ate grapes and a juice box" I say
"U need to eat" he says
"I'm not ganna eat it " I say
"I'm buying it for U and that's final" he says going up to the counter and ordering two of the same sandwich because we both eat the same stuff.
"Let's eat back at our place" Aaron says
"Ok" I say "I'm ganna start walking back, meet me there" I add and walk out the door. I walk Until they can't see me from the window. Then I start to run. I dash to their home and matt gave me his key so I used it. I go In their house. I go into a room that have blue walls black bedding and other stuff I see there's a bathroom in their so I go in and I close and lock the door .
"They have to have one" I say looking through the cabinet.
"Come on" I say I look in this case and there's a razor. I won't make a lot so it won't be noticeable. What am I doing im so stupid . Matt doesn't care about me. He's ganna leave again any way so what's the point . I make one cut. Then two then three but then that's it. I put the brackets back and I look for a bandage. I find this long white bandage. I move the brackets and I wrap it around my arm and I put the Bracelets back on and I clean the razor and put it back. Ugh why would I do this. All the regrets full my mind. I hate my self.
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HEY GUYS sorry for so much Drama any ways sorry that some chapters are long then some are short im ganna try to make them longer I think this length is good.