Beautiful Tragedy

6

Amy's POV

I walk down stairs and I see Jack G is there. In the living room.
"Why did u run away" he asks
" I was expecting a call from um" I start
"Don't lie to me, you looked really upset , r u ok" he asks
"I was getting a call and my phone was ganna die so I blogged it in" I say
"UR phones in your back pocket"he says
"Ugh" I say sitting on the couch and putting my head in my hands and Jack sits next to me and puts one arm around my waist and pulls me closer.
"What's wrong" he asks
"Nothing , I'm fine" I say looking into is eyes and make a light smile. He looks at me and i can tell he didn't believe me.
"I'm sorry" I say laughing lightly
"I'm just stressed out with matt and my mom having cancer and you guys are ganna have to go back on tour.. And I'm ganna have to go to my aunt Monica's to live where I don't even know her" I start but he whipped the tear on my check that I didn't notice even came out
"U probably don't even care" I say smiling and laughing and whipping my tears.
"Of corse I care, your beautiful and UR nice and UR my best friends twin sister and U made me pancakes this morning and showed me where the bathroom was" he says snaking his arm around my waist and pulling me really close to him.
"Hey Amy I have a question" he says
"Yes" I question
"What's the real reason for all the brackets"he asks
"Well if UR actually asking me this question, that means your suspect something so what ever your suspecting is probably right" I say
"But why would u do that to your self" he asks
"Well first my dad left and then years latter matt left for touring then my mom was diagnosed with cancer and I realized every one who loved me left so I felt so alone and betrayed and sad. All I had was the 4 walls of my room so it wasn't really hard to feel so small , I don't think I even .i wanted to end it all. Every thing inside my brain was to much for me. And I felt nothing and I thought matt wouldn't come back so I did it to feel, I didn't even feel alive so yeah life sucked" I say
"That's terrible , but matts here now and he bought so many new people into your life who all love u"Jack states softly. I just look at Jack in the eyes
"We love u " he says
"I love u" he mumbles we leans in and kisses my lips. I kiss back and I smile into the kiss. We keep kissing then I feel his tongue slide across my bottom lip and I let him enter my mouth. Since I was already so close to him. He picked me up and I straddled him and we kept kissing. I put my arms around his neck and he had his hands on my waist. Jack g stopped kissing me.
"What's up" i ask
"There's cameras" Jack said
"Wha-what" I choke on my words
"God, shitttt" he says
"We could go on another room" i ask
"The bedroom and bathrooms don't have cams" he says
"Ok" I say
"My room" he smirks
"Will do" I say and I get off his lap and he shows me to his room. It has white walls and grey beddings and grey carpet.
He sits on his bed and I close and lock the door .
"Where were we" he asks I smile and I lean in and give him a kiss. I sit on his lap again.
"Before we go any further , U mind being my girlfriend , ever since I laid eyes on u I knew you weren't like other girls and I really like you , and I've been wanting to ask u to be my girlfriend since I met u and i know we only just met but I really really like you" Jack says
"Of corse I will be your girlfriend" I say smiling and we both lean in for a kiss.
"I wonder if the guys are back" I say
"Yeah we should check" he says. We walk out of his room and we walk down stairs and the boys are just waking. Through the doors.
"So I just a gave Amy a half of house Tour but then we heard U guys so yeah"Jack says