Beautiful Tragedy

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Amy's POV

The boys and I are all friends now and they are truly all so nice. We all got to know each other and by we all I mean they got to know me and I got to know each of them, I didn't share anything too personal.Right now we are watching a scary movie and I'm sitting next to hayes and Shawn. Hayes was just too adorable. I was under a blanket that I shared with hayes and Shawn. I saw matt eyeing shawn, not so much hayes because hayes is younger. There was a scary part and I flinched then something popped out and I jumped again. Then scary music started playing and I leaned into shawn and closed my eyes because I couldn't handle another scary part. It was actually quite comfortable in his arms. He was so warm. He had put his arm around me and I buried my head on his shoulder. I think matt couldn't see what we were doing BeCause The lights were out. And frankly I don't really give a shit . After closing my eyes All I could remember is me getting scared and then closing my eyes then I fell asleep I guess on Shawns shoulder. I wake up and I see boys laying on the floors and the couches Hayes legs were on top of me and my head was on Shawns shoulder and both his arms were around me tightly and his head was on my head. I slip Hayes legs off me and slip out of Shawns grip. I really like shawn but I really have ginormous feels for Jack g.I go to the kitchen and I Take out some pans and my pancake mix and start making pancakes for the boys. I take out like a billion plates bc there's a billion of them. I hear some footsteps come in the kitchen. And it's Jack g he wasn't wearing a shirt and boy did he look hot, His six pac was heavenly and his raspy morning voice was so sexy and his messy hair was so cute.
"Oh um Ams (said like aims)can u show me where the bathroom is " he asks and smiles
"I can call U Ams , right?"he asks "and good morning "he says giving me a hug.
"Yeah U can call me that and good morning to u too" I say smiling and I hug back. I go turn off the oven then I walk Jack g to the bath room
"Thanks" he says smiling
I smile back and go back to the kitchen then U remember I didn't do anything this morning besides cook. I didn't brush my hair or my teeth or change or any thing k probably look a mess I run upstairs and get changed into some cute comfy clothes.
I put on some grey sweatpants and I put on colorful van socks and my vans sweater. I brush my teeth and I brush my long blonde hair. I then put on some mascara to make my blue grey eyes look brighter. I grab my phone and I go down stairs I see matt is awake and is sitting in the kitchen.
"Hey Ams" he says
"Hey matt" I say and he gives me a big hug.
"You know I really missed you when u were gone" I say kind of tearing up
"I really missed you too, I promise I'll never leave u again" he says and now there's a tear running down my face, I just really missed him and I thought he would never come back
"Awe don't cry Amy i'll never leave you again" he says and I smile while some more tears flow.
"Sorry I'm so emotional, I didn't think You would ever come back" I say laughing just to make the situation a little lighter
"Of corse I would come back , how could I live with out my twin sister ,I was just really busy with tours, but trust me I will always come back no matter what " he says
"It's just that like dad left a long time ago then I know moms ganna die and I don't know aunt Monica and then You were gone and I felt so alone and I was being bullied badly and I just" I start but then matt cuts me off
"Is that why u cut" he asks I don't say anything and I just nod yes
"I'm so sorry Ams, Im so so so fricking sorry for being the reason You do this to yourself , you will always have me,always, just please please please just try to stop"he says and I see the sorrow in his eyes
"No promises but yes I will TRY to stop , and it'll be a little easer because your back and now the guys are my friends so" I smile and wipe my tears and I hear foot steps and nash comes in the kitchen and sees matt tearing up and me crying .
"Matt what did u do , making your sister cry" he says shaking his head
"I did a lot but things are ganna change" matt says smiling and I smile.
"So who wants pancakes" I say
"Nash go wake the guys up" Matt says
"Wait can I do it " I ask
"Sure go right ahead" nash says and I smile and walk in the living room.
Hmmm who should I get first...........Mr. Cameron Dallas
I see he's on the floor . I go and straddle him ( sit on him ) and I start tickling me and he starts laughing and he wakes up.
"What was that for"cam ask and I smile
"I made food" I say
"What time is it" he asks
"12:17"I answer getting off of cam
Can goes to the kitchen
Who should I do next ...... How about all the guys on the floor. So
I jump on them and start rolling around and I hear people groaning
"What the fuck is happening" I hear and I laugh , taylor said that
"Guys I made food, wake the fuck up" I say
"Sorry Amy" Tay says
"Oh it's Amy , I thought it was hayes or something" Jack J says and stands up
"How are u ms.amy"Jack j says as he sands up and helps me off the floor.
"Good , And you" I ask
"Well im better now that a wonderful young lady made me breakfast" he says and I smile and he goes to the kitchen I hear people mumble morning and hey Amy I see boys go to the kitchen. I see two people not awake yet hayes and Shawn bc they weren't on the floor. I go to hayes and I poke his nose
"Nash go the fuck away" he says
"No im good "I say
"Oh Amy , im sorry usually nash is waking me up and being annoying , not that your being annoying it's just , im ganna just stop talking" he says and I laugh
"K go in the kitchen I made you guys food" I say and he goes
"Shawn" I say and he doesn't wake up
"Shawn it's Amy, please wake up"I say sitting and putting my hand on his thigh. His eyes flutter open
"Good morning" I say
"Morning Amy" he says and he stands up.i get up too and we turn around and see matt recording
"What the fuck Matt" I say and running up the the cam and sticking my tongue out Shawn laughing and gives matt a bro hug and we go to the kitchen.
"Amy U eating" Matt asks
"No" I say
"Um I mean I already ate when no one was awake" I say smiling
"Oh ok"Matt says
"Amy these pancakes are so good" hayes says with a mouth full out syrupy pancakes
"Um thanks , matt actually thought me how to make pancakes when we were 13 " I say
"Good job matt" hayes congrats matt and laughs
"He also showed me how to turn on a stove " I say
"Yeah , you were so confused" Matt says smiling and I smile too.
"You guys wanna go back to our house" Jack g says
"Amy can come too" he adds "Amy is welcomed any time" he adds
"Sure" Matt says "and guys Amy's ganna be spending a lot more time with us" Matt adds
"Fine by me" Shawn says
"Yeah that's fine" Jack g says
"Awe thanks guys, I'm really happy Matthews back in my life , and he bought U guys into my life too" I say and all the guys say
"Aweeeeeee" and Jack g gives me a big hug
"can I go get changed first please"
"Sure" Matt says
"Thanks"I say running up the stairs.
I picked out a black crop top my ripped black jeans and my old school vans. I put som foundation on my cuts but it didn't do anything bc they were dark. I decided to put on a lot of band bracelets and some light make up. Being that Im a girl I did this all pretty quick. I run down stairs and I see eyes staring.
"That's a lot of brackets" Nash says
"I like my bands" I say smiling
"Fine by me" Nash says but matt gives me a look that basically says try to stop. I nod at matt. We walk outside.
"Aren't you ganna be hot in all that black" Nash asks
"You sure do like questions" I say
"I'm just saying we are in Cali" Nash says
"This is what I like" I say
"Ok" Nash says we all walk to the cars we are in . I go with matt bc he's my bro. I sit in the back between taylor and matt and in the from was Jack g driving and Jack j in the passengers seat.
"So Amy how's your first week of summer"Jack j asks
"Well good I guess" I say
"Just good" he asks
"Yeah,all I've been doing is visiting my mom, jogging, and I did my summer homework which was to read a book so I did it" I say
"Oh , well we will make UR summer way better" taylor says
"I bet u will" I say