Beautiful Tragedy

13

I go down stairs with Cam after I calmed down and changing my clothes into a black cropped top a sweater and jeans.
"Whooooo amyyyyy" taylor says. He's really drunk. I laughed and kept walking, it's not like he will remember it.
"Amy, where have you been" Matt asks
"No where" I say and I kept walking, matt was drunk too. I walked along the side of Cameron. We walked to the drinks and we both said we wouldn't have more then 2 bears.
"First time" Cam asks
"Umm no" I say sipping my bear.
"Oh really" he questions
"Yes really" I say
"But you only just turned 18"he says
"No one said I wasn't a bad ass when Matt was away and before matt left and my whole life" I laugh
"Ohh so your bad Ass, just letting you know the skinnier you are the quicker it takes to get drunk" he says
"I know" I say laughing
"I think your drunk now" he says laughing
"I am not im just not tensed"I say
"Your fun when you less tense" he smiles
"Why thank you" I say. To be honest I want a lot to drink so that jack thing will get out of my head. I saw him in bed naked with another girl. I lost my virginity to him. I really can't believe myself.
"You ok amy" Cam asks
"Um yeah hit me with another beer" I say
"Are you sure we can just hang out upstairs and not be drunk" Cam says
"Or we can be upstairs drunk" I say
"That works too" He adds and I laugh, I had two like Promised, he had 1 and a half. I wasn't drunk,like taylor.
Cameron wasn't drunk.By now I didn't even remember jack. But when I wake up I will.
"TIME FOR CAKE" I here Matthew scream and Cam and I walk to where the cake is and I feel cams hand on my neck. I feel my face hit the cake.
"WHOOO AMYYYY" I hear people scream and I see matt clapping.
I put matts face in the cake and he almost fell over because he was really drunk
"Happy birthday matty" I smile whipping cake off his face and licking my finger
"Happy birthday
Amy" Matt says and I laugh.
"What time is it Cam" I ask because I realize people started leaving after cake.
"Like 2:30 a.m"Cam
Says
"Shit Imma say bye to some people and get to bed" I say
"alright"Cam walks away and I walk to Brent.
"Hey Brent, what's your number I'll text you" I ask
"Ok um let's switch phones"he hands me his phone and I hand him my phone I make my Contact Amy with the winking emoji then put in my number. I hand him his phone and he gives me mine. He made his Brent with the fire emoji.
"Nice emoji" I laugh and I hug him and he walks out. I look for Chris. I find him and his brother and I walk up to them.
"Hey um can I have your numbers" I ask
"Oh corse pretty lady" his brother says
"He's a little drunk" Chris and I laugh and I give Chris my phone and he gives me his I make my Contact amy with the smirk emoji then put in my number and I give him his phone and he gives me mine. He had his contact and Chris with the smirk emoji
"Lovely emoji" he laughs
"Back at you" I say
"Oh and Give your brother my number when he's not drunk please" I say and I give him A hug.
"Bye Amy" he hugs back and walks out dragging his brother along with him. I say goodbye to Sammy and the Dolan twins and give them my
Number. After that I walk upstairs and knock on my Own door because last time
I didn't and I walked in to see porn in my bedroom.No one answers but when I walked in I saw jack sleeping on my Floor.
I quietly go into my bathroom and take a shower. About 15 minutes latter I was out of the shower and dressed.I was in black booty shorts and a white tank top. I was wearing a bra under the tank top because im living with a house of boys. You never know when one will walk in and creep on you cough cough hayes. I wasn't ok with sleeping in the same room and Jack. I wanted to kick him in the balls and slap him. Madison was gone,lucky for her I would have slapped her as well. I go to the stairs and look over the railing and the only
Person still here is Tez and he's staying over.
I walk down the hallway and get my phone and charger and walk back down the hall to Cameron's room. I knock on the door and I hear a voice say come in.I walk in and He's sitting there on his phone in boxers and no shirt.
"Can I stay in here, Jacks passed out in my room" I ask
"Of corse" he says and makes room for me Next to him.

Cameron's POV

I look at Twitter I saw all those mean things that the 'fans' said about Amy. But if they were real fans they wouldn't be hating on someone who means a lot to all of us. I hear a knock at the door.
"Come in"I call. I see Amy peek in.
"Can I stay in here, Jacks passed out in my room" she Asks
"Of corse" I say moving over so she can lay next to me.
She hops on the bed like a little kid hopping into their parents bed. She plugs in her phone and sits up.
"Won't Matt kill Jack"I ask because I know Matt didn't want them Together
"I don't know" she speaks
"Well if he doesn't I will" I say and we laugh. I look at her body. I saw her bones popping out. I saw her ribs making a bumps in her shirt. I saw her hip bones popping Out of her shorts. I saw spine on her back. I saw cuts, bruises and burns. I don't think that I know every thing about her. I knew about the self harm. That's it.
"Um Amy, I know you self harm and stuff, but is there any thing else you do" I ask
"Well ive been anorexic since I was 11. I've been a cutter since I was 10 and I've been bullied since the second grade. My dad died and my mom has cancer, matt left me and my ex boyfriend
Cheated on me (Jack)" she starts
"I have anxiety and depression, I get panic attacks and anxiety attacks, which are almost the same things, and now fans all around the world hate me."
Se finishes
"They don't hate you your just new"I explain
"I know I'm just scared I guess" she stares blankly and I sit up with her.
"Listen,Your an amazing beautiful girl and you deserve a better man then Jack g, he's An ass to be completely honest" I start "Matt is back now and he loves you and we love you, we care about you, all those people you met tonightnight, they care,some of the fans care, like the ones we met together, I care about you" I finish and I see her lightly smile I smile back.
"Why are you all so nice to me" she asks
"BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU" I say shaking her by the shoulder in a playful way ,she giggles lightly.
"Cam stop it" she laughs
"What should I do instead"I ask
"What do you-"she starts but I cut her off by tickling her and she starts uncontrollably laughing.
"Cam-cam stop I I can't -breathhhh" she says laughing and gasping between every word. While I was tickling her I felt her ribs. I finally stop and she puts her face in the pillow and breaths heavily.
"What was that for" she laughs
"Well your laughing, it was to make you feel better" I start
"Yeah but now I can't breath" she says trying to catch her breath.
"But do u feel happier"I question raising one eye brow
"Maybe" she raises her eye brows and gets closer to me. I raise both my eye brows and get closer. We do this a few times more before her forehead is resting on mine.
"Thanks Cam" she says. I pull her in by her waist.I close my eyes and lean in. I kiss her softly her lips were soft and plump. She kissed back and it goes on for about a few more seconds and our lips separate. She smiles and bites her lips. She smiles and rests her head on my chest.

Amy's POV

I lay my head on Cameron's chest
"We should go to sleep it's 3:00 a.m" I laugh and he laughs too.
"Alright, night" he kissed my forehead and I curl up into his chest and listen to his heart beat.I close my eyes and drift to sleep next to Cameron.